I woke up it was 4

So let's update. Sop haven't give me the photos. Oh well. In a couple of days it's going to be the last day of 2009. Man time passed.
I dreamt of transformer. Weird thing was I dreamt of it before. Not the exact transformer but with a twist. Oh well just plain weird.
Anyway this is my lunch/dinner.


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Bake goods

So sad the tart craked. I dropped the tray and thus...
Heshvan. Oh well.

















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The Females in Our Lives

• Royalties are suppose to be high class
• Movie stars all smiles and designer outfits
• Models are bimbo 
• Ms Universe are peace loving, green ppl
• Artists are weird and aloof
• Dancers graceful and only talk bout the arts
• Businesswomen are aggressive types, very powerful
• Socialites very into charity events
• Athletic girls very loud and happy

While this are the wives of somebody:

• Politic are suppose to be quiet and polite
• Stepford
• WAG are cool and hot
• Doctors are bored and jittery
• Army are "self satisfied" and worried

A Picture of 4.

That was us back in 2000. Haha, still small and weird looking. This is the only photo i have of us in school. MK, Michelle and So-Jeong.

This is taken for the QOO competition thing. We so badly wanna win to go to some resort or something. Imee, Arina and Michelle.

BRD time. Sophie, Jessica and Roxann.

Exam day. Sophie, Zahreen and Jessica.

Beautiful - Eminem

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fuckin' depressed
I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
In order for me to pick that mic back up
I don't know how I pry away
And I ended up in this position I'm in
I starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to pick this pen
Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit
Or come to grips, with the fact that
I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
I know some shits so hard to swallow
And I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow
But I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles

Chorus
In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woah
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you sO
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woah
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything is so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room
Just as soon as I walk in
It's like all eyes on me
So I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation
Like I want that...
I'm not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don't need fucking man servant
Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain't even funny like
Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn
Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down
Listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes
And you don't have to walk no thousand miles

Chorus

Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands they've delt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don't expect no help
Now I could have either just
Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
But take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid
To wait but I know to unpack his bags
Never sat on the porch and hoped and prayed
For a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in
Every single place
Every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid
Aunt Edna always told me
Keep making that face till it gets stuck like that
Meanwhile I'm just standing there
Holding my tongue up trying to talk like this
Till I stuck my tongue on the frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old
I learned my lesson and cause I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no more
But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cause where you see it from where you're sitting
Is probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile
In each other's shoes, at least
What size you where?
I wear tens
Let's see if you can fit your feet

Chorus

They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you
Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world
Where they can be alone...
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through woah
Are you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you so

Yea... To my babies. Stay strong. Daddy will be home soon
And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes
That fit you, so put em on and wear em
And be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny,
Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful


Hehe, when i heard this song for the 1st time, wow. I feel like he describing my life in school. Lol. I cannot take this anymore. Oh, that is Sum41. Lol.
Oh cept the orange part, i don't really do that. I am more of a lay back kind of girl who just go with the flow. No point ruining the balance of the world. Karma, you know.
Oh well, one whole week been going home later everyday. I blame you Pat. Hahaha. Lol, nah i miss you already. Had so much fun. Well, i did skip school, so yah. Bad me! *scold self. But what can i do. Having plans made things so much more fun. I really enjoy doing all those nothingness with everyone. So great!! At least, i don't understand school, but i still bear with it, just because of all the friends i have. Thanks guys. Eminem may be rich, but he is so misunderstood.

I Am On A Mission To Find DONi

I should update huh?
Lol. Busy life.
I hate school but i am happy.
Had been laughing this pass few days.
I mean since May. Yah. Since 1st of May. Wow, not bad at all.
People bitch about me, but what is new?
Guy i like are attached, again nothing new.
School work sux and are super hard. I really feel like giving up.
Oh i already did.

Haha. Jeanne is back in town. Too bad, school is such a dread that i cant really go out with her. We are suppose to go clubbing this weekend, but Rac is sick, and so cant go Cambodia, and so we cant go out. What else, Ica going Europe, so fun. Eneng coming back for a while. The rest having exam. Or just so busy with life.

I am suppose to go to TP, but until now still so .. Sorry Mich.

Let see, well, went out with a bunch of 4eB on Sat. Eat Seoul Garden then watch Star Trek. Not bad at all. Then in the cinema got a Sci-fi people promoting themselves. They all dress in sci-fi character costume. Then got a mini blue light on the left shoulder. So cool. Oh well, if got the picture, ill upload it. Then went out with Nat to the flea market. Haha, shopping is so much fun.

Broke. Mami say cannot shop anymore. Hesh. I so love using my credit card. Love to sign it. But i know i must control myself. Haha, GSS is coming some more. Plus i want to but Kate Spade. Oh, and i want to go watch world cup. Haha, why money don't grow on tree?
Hesh.

Lastly, i met this guy i assume the name is Doni. As his book/note, the cover page got the word DONi. How i know this, ever since he got on the train, i cant stop myself from staring at him. And yes STARING. Not just looking or glancing, but actual staring. Haha, this time i am the creepy stalker. So i want to know his name, jadi i strain my eyes to see the cover of his notes just to find out what school is he from.
Well, all i see is the DONi. written on it in pen, i think.
I msg and msn the ppl in SP and NP to keep a look out for him.

Well, if you see this guy, tell me asap.
Take a photo. Send me. Stalk him.

Last seen was in MRT, red line leaning on the side of the mrt door with backpack on the ground and reading his notes. Was wearing sport shoes with ankle socks, a black knee length pants white shirt but was unseen as he was wearing a white Adidas jacket with the logo on the right. Then on the left is a picture of a soccer ball and boot with the number 25 on it. He was using a black earphone with white tips. His hand phone is Jessica's phone. The white Nokia that one. What is the name? Idk. Anyway, its in his right pants pocket. He wore a watch on his left hand and sadly a ring on the left ring finger.
He is tall and really neat. Even though he just wear something so normal and plain, he look really different from all the boys out there. He looks nice. Plus i am sure he is a really nice guy. Haha, no, not really. But i really cant stop staring at him. Didn't get a chance to talk to him though. Hesh. Another chance missed.

In Between Age

I am stuck between adulthood and teens.
Crap Britney song,
im not a girl, not yet a woman.
I so feel so stuck.

Whatever She Wants

These are my 3 fav songs of the moment. I love the Plain White T since like ages ago. But still it reflects a girl being a bitch and doing whatever she likes until she over-ruled her boyfriend. Made her boyfriend pissed off.
I don't know, i find it being in power. Like a girl can do what guys can do. It is time for girls to stand up to all the ill treat guys did. Like stop having the guys to be in power.

Right Round - Flo Rida f/ Kesha
[Flo Rida]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Kesha]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Flo Rida]
Hey
Hopped out of that house with my swagger
Hop in that with girl, I got places to go! People to see, time is precious
I look at my crowd and they out of control
Just like my mind where I'm going
No women, no shorties, no nothin but clothes
No stoppin now, my parolees on role
I like my jewelry, that's always on gold
I know the storm is comin
My pockets keep tellin me it's gonna shower
Call up my homies that's home
Then pop in the night cuz it's meant to be ours
We keep a fade away shot cuz we ballin
It's platinum patron that be ours
Lil mama, I owe you just like the flowers
Girl you to drink with all that and power clubs
[Flo Rida]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Kesha]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Flo Rida]
From the top of the pole I watch her go down
She got me throwin my money around
Ain't nothin more beautiful to be found
It's goin down down.
From the top of the pole I watch her go down
She got me throwin my money around
Ain't nothin more beautiful to be found
It's goin down down
[Flo Rida]
Hey
Shawty must know I'm not playin
My money love her like a numba one fan
Don't look at my mouth, let her talk to my fans
My Benjamin Franklins
A couple of grands, I got rubber bands
My paper planes makin a dance
Get dirty all night, that's part of my thing
Keep building castles that's made out of sand
She's amazing, the fire blazing
Hotter than... Girl won't you move a lil closer?
Time to get paid, it's maximum wage
That body belong on a poster
I'm in a daze, that bottom is wavin' at me
Like damn it I know you
You wanna show like a gun out of holster
Tell me whatever and I'll be your roper...
[Flo Rida]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Kesha]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Flo Rida]
From the top of the pole I watch her go down
She got me throwin my money around
Ain't nothin more beautiful to be found
It's goin down down
From the top of the pole I watch her go down
She got me throwin my money around
Ain't nothin more beautiful to be found
It's goin down down
[Flo Rida]
I'm spendin my money
I'm out of control
Somebody help me
She's takin my bank roll.
But I'm king of the club
And I'm wearin the crown
Poppin these bottles
Touchin these models
Watchin they asses go down down
[Flo Rida]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Kesha]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Flo Rida]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Kesha]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
When you go down, when you go down down

Whatever you like - T.I
You know them old sugar daddies
They be tricking they tell them girls
I said you can have whatever you like
I said you can have whatever you like
Yeah
[Chorus:]
Stacks on deck. Patron on ice.
We can pop bottles all night
Baby you can have whatever you like
I said you can have whatever you like.
Yeah
Late night sex, so wet and so tight
I'll gas up the jet for you tonight and baby you can go wherever you like
I said you can go wherever you like
Yeah
Anytime you want to pick up the telephone you
know that it ain't nothing to drop a couple stacks on you
If you want it you can get it my dear
5 millions dollars homes drop the business I swear.
Yeah
I want your body. I need your body.
As long as you got me you won't need nobody
You want it, I got it. Go get it, I'll buy it
Tell them other broke niggas be quiet
[Chorus]
Shawty you the hottest. Love the way you drop it.
Brain so good could've sworn you went to college.
100k deposit. Vacations in the tropics
And everybody know it ain't tricking if you got it
You ain't never ever gotta go in your wallet.
Long as I got rubberband banks in my pocket.
5 6 rides wit rims and a body kit.
You ain't gotta downgrade you can get what I get
My chick can have what she want.
And go in any store for any bag she wants.
She ain't never had a man like that.
To buy you anything your heart desire like that.
I want your body, I need your body.
Long as you got me, you won't need nobody.
You want it, I got it. Go get it, I'll buy it.
Tell them other broke niggas be quiet.
[Chorus]
Talk big boy rides & big boy ice
Let me put this big boy in your life.
That thing get so wet & hit so right
Let me put this big boy in your life. that's right.
I want your body, I need your body.
Long as you got me, you won't need nobody.
You want it, I got it. Go get it, I'll buy it.
Tell them other broke niggas be quiet.
[Chorus]

Please don't do this to me - Plain White T
You call me in the middle of the night
Saying that you just got home
You're lucky I'm even still awake
Awake enough to answer the phone
But I knew it would be you
'cause I was hoping that you'd call
Hoping you'd say that you were sorry
But you don't apologize at all
And it's not ok and it's not alright
What have you been doing with those guys all night?
If they're really just friends
Why wouldn't you choose me over them?
Please don't do this again
I try to give you the space you need
But you end up walking all over me
Please don't do this to me
Oh no, please don't do this to me
You call me in the middle of the night
So drunk you're ready to pass out
Tellin' me you had a great time
Except for that hour you blacked out
Now you're surprised that I'm pissed
you think I'm acting all tough
Well I think you're acting like a bitch
And I swear this time I've had enough
Why do you have to push me so hard?
you're pushing me away
I ask, please don't do this to me
but you're doing it anyway
And it's not ok and it's not alright
You can't fool me, so don't even try
And it's not ok and it's not alright
What have you been doing with those guys all night?

Over all Trip to HK

So anyway, in Hk, get to do lots of stuff for the 1st time.
Or see things for the first time.
Or just something, you hardly do at all.
Lame i know, but oh well.

- Of course the first thing is i tried lots of different drinks.
- Tried shisha.
- Sneaking out of the house.
- Going out till late twice in a row.
- Run away while people is still the bathroom.
- Do lots of new stuff
- Saw a model being shot by lots of photographs.
- Saw a tv show production. Movie or tv show? I am not sure, coz i do not know the actor. He was being touched up by the make up artist. Man, so gay. Looks gay i mean.

What else. Ermmm.. Oh.
- Get into a gallery in the Beijing Club website
(haha, my 1 min of FAME)
- Get into VIP without Ica help
- Get a free VIP card for discount to some restaurant
Well, i cannot remember what else. I guessed have a lot more, but ..

To Sop: Juice details are not to be shared.
You don't kiss and tell.

Last words. If only i know why guys are such idiotic creatures. When you already get hold of someone, why did you let her go?

I'm Back With Weird People Adding Me

I'm in Sg.
Gosh i miss HK already. Even though it's like what, a few hours after leaving. Anyway, i am sure they all are having fun.
Ahhh.. I so want to go to club no.9 for the event tonight.
Or maybe go DragonI with ica.
Both should be fun.

Oh well, i should stop whining and focus on task at hand.
In a couple of weeks, there will be our gathering.
Then i guess, i have to go out with some of the people i put behind.
Explore Singapore!!

Should enjoy life in here too.
As life is not about holiday and fun all the time.

Today we went to eat lobster linguine. Finally. Mhuauaua. Nice.

Then, i had to walked a super long way to Gate 56. The map say 20 minutes from check in point. I had to rushed there, coz i was late. Man. When reached gate, there are still queue. Some more the plane is delayed as someone is still not boarding the plane, even though they already bagged in. Oh well, they had to bring out the bag, that's why took so long.

This time the plane is 2 4 2. And i got the isle seat. And beside me is like grandparents and grandson. The boy parents are like seating some where else. So bad letting the grandparents take care of him. Then that little boy is annoying. Plus the grandma talked non-stop. You know grandma naggy way. Anyway, they are from Indonesia and can only speak that and Chinese. They do not understand English at all.
So when the f.attendance was like please put the hand rail down, she just smiled. And after a repeat, Chinese is spoken. And she was like my grandson is sleeping. Man it's airplane rules.

And so..
What's up with today.
Tonight i mean.
It is like TAGGED on fire or sth. I got like strange guys adding me as friends. And ask for msn. And knowing me, i can't say no. Well to some, i wanna see what type of person they are. So anyway, gave them msn, and yeah. They all just started to talk and be friendly just the same.
It was like last time.
But this time, i feel like, i want to go back to HK and meet real guys. Not horny guys on msn chatting you up. Even though they are away by cyber, but I feel more safe in HK. Hahaha.

Used to like talking to new people. Weird people. Strange people. Horny people. Desperate people. It is fun getting to know them and get your conclusion on what kind of people they are and see if the world has change. Apparently not.

And Pat, i'm just typing words up. So, i am safe, ok? Besides, i get to try out different intro, and practice on my speech for meeting new people. So, it's all good.

Anyway, i found it.
http://www.beijingclub.com.hk/album-20090213.html

Last words. If only i know why guys are such idiotic creatures. When you already get hold of someone, why did you let her go?

I Gone Wild

Lan Kwai Fong

On the 2nd week, of Friday night.
Cavern. Need to pay 100. Which will entitle us with one free drink. Beer, red or white wine, vodka, rum, G&T or sodas. They have live bands, which is pretty cool. They play non-stop. So it is song after song after song. And they mix the ending of the song with the starting of the new song beautifully.

At first we were just standing near the bar. As, well, only there you can lean against it. We cannot go through VIP area. Man, first time feel so helpless. Haha.

So when the band started, more people was on the dance floor. We went out to sit. While Jeanne was gone, the waitress came over. And she was talking to the person behind me. Guessed what? She already had 7 Budweiser. And she is better than fine.

So, well, we were sort of waiting for Jason to come. He wanted to take us to some club where we could drink for free. So infront of me on my right side, there was a table of people. And when ever i looked at that direction, well, i will be seeing this guy. He is old though, but never the less, i just smile. Then because of that, whenever my head turn in that direction, he will be looking.

Then, there is just this cute guy in a sky blue button down shirt. He and his friends just get in like that. The girl, kiss the bouncer/manager on the cheek. So yah, they all are vips. The other guy is in a suit. Then later on that guy was dancing on the stage with some girl. While i was like where the heck is the friend. But ya sadly i cannot find him.

Jason called, but of course the background noise was too loud. So i asked him to text us. Then he was waiting at the main road 7-11. Some how i knew where that was.

Then so, i walked in the bar, in final searched for that guy. Oh well, it was not meant to be.

Met Jason. He was alone.

Sugar: Fred was at the door. We had to take escalator up. There were 2 other girls with us. I only remembered one of them named Rachel. In the end they decided to stay behind. So we had to like give our ID and stuff. Because of him, we get to get in for free. Well, turn out the club is just too quiet. There are lots of local guys around though. The place is nice. Bar, dance floor and VIP area. So, it is a good place to have your party there.

So, off we went to Club no.9 which is like the club me and Jeanne wanted to go. So cool, we got our wish after all. Then, instead of one friend, we met up with 3. One of them, his name should be Henry, is just way too young to be clubbing. He will remind you of a younger brother. So in my case it's Yogi. He has just the cutest baby face ever. Innocent and nice. Then we asked him how old is he. He said 18. Aw. Cute. Then of course it turn out it was his first time clubbing.

Anyway, he is like in high school. In Sg will be JC. So they all are upper sixth boys. A level this year. Better study hard, stop clubbing.

We told him, oh after you graduate, do not go to HKU. If not you'll be spoil like Jason.

Then after check ID and stuff, we went in. Had to take escalator twice. Then climb a cute spiral stairs. Oh you can hear the music from bellow. So anyway, the rule is, you have to put your bag in the coat check. And you have to pay. So we stuff Jeanne's bag into mine. So, we only have to pay for one. When we all got in, we got this free drink coupon. Jeanne was jokingly said put in our bra. But seriously i did that. I was reminded of Minny from Jennifer Cruise book. She just stuffed money in her bra. Make use of what you got.

The club is so cute. It is round, and in the centre is totally block, and you cannot do anything. Then on one side is where the sofas and table are. The opposite side is the dance floor and a DJ booth. Behind the DJ booth is the VIP area. There were 2 bars, on opposite end too.

I was leaning against the bar, coz the guy on my left, next to Jason is just beyond cute. Seriously cute. Baby cute!!

Then Jeanne was like, that guy is cute, the guy who was talking to another girl. The scarf boy. Yup. He was also cute. Then another one, this one tall and lean. OMG!! I've gone to heaven. Cute trios. All friends. All cute. All different. And i do not mind which one i end up with. I want all 3!!

And i purposely bang into the scarf guy a few times. He was so not making his move. Then again, of course we were with 4 guys already. But still..

Then, we took photo. one of them sneak in the camera. How cool is that? Can take photo. Fun. At least got memory. Hehe.So Jason got us a drink. But he got us Calsberg, oh all thing. Bloody Liverpool fan. And his friend came to us, we were in a corner talking bout the trios, and asked for the coupon. He talked to Jeanne. Jeanne asked me. Honestly, i was not thinking. I just pulled it out from my bra. Just like that. In front of him. Jeanne was like hahaha, you really put it there? Kinda shocked but found the whole situation funny. Of course only the next day then i realised what i did. I totally just pull something out of my bra in front of him. OMG! Wonder what he thought.

I went to bar to get my drink, and he was asking me how old i am. I said 19. Turn out he is only 18. Oh my. So young. He so don't behave that way.

Was at first dancing all 6 of us. We kept walking in to the dance floor. And going around again. We were walking in circles around the club. It's a cute situation.

We made Henry dance. Since it was his first time, so he should have as much fun as possible. Jason hold my hand and put it on Henry's hip and we sort of like help him to move it. Haha, so cute. I feel much more relax then and there. It was fun teasing a small boy. We just make him dance. Whenever he slow down, i will shake his shoulder. Jeanne kind of make him dance too. Poor guy. But he sure got lots of stamina.

Then well Jason just want to be with Jeanne. So left me and 3 guys. We just got bumped a lot. That is just the dance floor. Then the guys end up behind and on both sides on me. There is a guy who walked past, and he looked at me, smiled, turned to his left, said something to his friend. His friend came over to me, and started dancing. I was like, wth, i already got 3 guys. But i just smiled all the time. Then he sort of give me a friendly nudge on my cheek saying that you're cute and he left smiling.

I seriously don't know what happened, but we sort of get together again. Then walked around again, i guessed. Then Jeanne got asked lots by random guys. One of them is Eugene, who invited her to the event the coming Wednesday, which was the event Yandi invited us to. Jeanne and i was like ditching the guys. So we walked around, and we liked hey here and there, coz everyone just say hi and smile. And at the same time, 4 guys will be following behind.

....

Next, we, they sort of pull me to them. You know i am so short and small, that i get eaten alive there. Thanks to them, i get to cross over. Then he been doing that. Guiding, leading, protecting. What a nice person. Good characteristic. He is so nice. I felt protected with him there. When he hold my hand and pull me towards him, pushing other people out of the way, making room for me to walk and sort of block me from other dancers.

Oh well. Then, Jason and Jeanne went out to get some air. Jeanne talked to Henry and the other guy and asked them to take care of me. But the one who really did is that guy. So we just end up dancing. Getting closer and closer. He spoke Cantonese with his friends. I try to catch what he said, but can't understand. And eventually the friends left us alone. Sort of.

It was nice being held in his arms. I felt safe and relax. I want that feeling. The feeling that i can just chill. And i did. With him around.

Well, i got my wish, to enjoy dancing without thinking.Then i don't know what happened. My eyes were close. But suddenly he was no longer around. And i saw Jeanne and Jason. And after that, i do not know what happened. I think i was being drugged. Haha, but well, some guy started dancing with me. And i danced for a while. Then turned back to Jeanne. Jason was like dancing around us. Then Jason was like, "so was he good?" And i was like "what did your friend say?" He told me his friend say i am good. Wonder what his friend told him. Honestly i wanna know what happened. Then Jason was liked putting his arm around that stranger, then on me and made us dance with each other. Honestly i thought he was friend with the guy, but of course he did not.

I ended up dancing with him. We tried to talk, but i cannot remember about what. Then the club is just so noisy. So like really hard to hear what he said. And he intro me to his friend, who is just so tall. I had to glanced up to see him. I do remembered he was muscular though. Slim but his hand is just solid rock. Muscle and stuff. I wonder how much work out he did. We danced. It seems like forever. His friend linger around, and gone and stuff.

Finally i saw the J friends. I stopped him. He was liked, yah? I tried to send a silent note to tell him to help me out here. In fact i think i did say out the word. Hahaha. And honestly, i was so disappointed when he did not do anything, i ended up just shaking my head.

The white shirt guy was like, is that your bf. I cannot say anything except no. And i saw him disappeared. But of course i got someone to dance with. And i just use him to distract myself away from that guy. He offered me a cig, i said no. In the end, we shared one. And after that, Jeanne was close to us, so i pulled her. I asked her to go toilet. And so we went. Then i told him i'm going. My right hand was on Jeanne, pulling her. While, he hold my left hand and refused to let me go. He tugged on it, until i had to turn around. But lucky got Jeanne to tell him, we are going toilet.

And i was sober.

Jason went with us of course. Instead of going back to the dance floor. We went the other way. Finally there are seats for us. The sofa felt so comfortable. Planned for a while, in the end, we wanted to go to Mac for breakfast. But i do not want to leave. Jason had to pull me out of the sofa. So they walked way ahead of us. He did not even talked to me. It was liked we were strangers again. I wonder if he regret what he did. Or was he disappointed that i dance with other guy. I really want to know what he thought of me.

Reached the PEAK

Libra:
You love games but there is a chance that you don't treat anything seriously. Turn your love of variety into an appreciation of the rules and how to live by them creatively and honestly.

This is so true.

Anyway, on Friday went to the Peak. It was fun taking the tram and stuff. Plus we walked a lot. We walked down to the half peak. Then we walked to the camping side. Then walked all the way through the morning trail. The morning trail alone is already 2.9km.
So when we reached down, we took bus number 13. Which cost us HK$5. If we took the tram down, it will cost you HK$33. See, we saved money.

I am so broke. I use up HK$2100 in 2 weeks. Honestly, when you go shopping, you just want to buy everything. There are already so many things we consider. If we did not, that will be another HK$2000 gone. I cannot believed i spent so much money. Then the thing is, i never buy anything for anybody. I am so sorry, but honestly i am broke beyond repair.

Plus, so many people birthday are coming, and it is just so hard. I do not know what to get for them. Crap crap crap.

Last words. If only i know why guys are such idiotic creatures. When you already get hold of someone, why did you let her go?

I Like Mango Dessert

So we made these chocolate covered potato chips. It is nice. But, turn out to be soggy. We put it in the freezer, and it was so good. Frozen and cold. That's why we put in the refigerator, but it turn out to be soggy.
I don't know where it go wrong. But isn't it suppose to be crispy and crunchy?

So, i cannot believe it's already Wednesday. A week more till i return back home. That's kind of fast. I mean hey, i've been here for 10 days already? Just wow, isn't it?

Arggghhh..
I don't wanna go home. I like it here.
Honestly, weight both side of Sg and Hk, there is not much different. Even though my home is at Sg, i like my freedom here. I like staying without parent. Plus, the fact it's a service apartment, so we do not have to vaccum and stuff. Just need to do laundry. So, it was fun.

I love the super cold weather. I know i say it a lot of time but still.
I like having to finally wear a jacket cause it is a necessity.
I like that you do not look like a fool wearing it.
I like being the tourist that i am.
I can just walk around and heck care what people think.
I can do anything i want, and it will be over.
I like being a wild tourist bitch.
Or is it a slut?
Anyway, i love the mango desert, which i had been eating everday.
I like the fact that i do not have to think.
Only wish i have more money though.

P.s. Happy Birthday Kalai. We shall go out and celebrate when i come back, ya.

Laughters, Lasers, Lamesters and Fogs

So this is the cruise.

Was walking around with Raissa. This time was just taking picture. See the background. Night time there, the lights on the building all went on. Then at 8pm everyday, there will be a musical laser show. They say everyday is a different version. Like there will be in English, Chinese, etc..

Before that we were baking cookies and brownies and muffins. Rais and me made the Oreo cheesecake. Jeanne's friends came over to help her bake. She wanted to give her classmates brownies for Valentine. Then she said that on Friday, is the one class she has the most number of people. And that gave us to 10 people. I was like whoa, 10 is the most number of people in your class. So yah, we end up drinking mango drinks waiting for Jeanne.

This was the clock tower and the lights in front of it. They are having the lantern display. But we did not take photos.

Anyway, the Victoria Harbour, The Avenue of Stars, are filled with the Hollywood ground. The one where all the stars name pasted on the ground. So anyway, in this case, it is the same thing. So it is something like this:

See, that's how people take picture.

So anyway, in the end, we run out of cash so we went back up. Just Jeanne and friends about to go down. In the end, we went out eat sushi. Sashimi rules.

So went to Stanley market. It was alright. First time take the van. No. 40, and it cost HK$9/person. Then we walked walked. Everyone is like holding a flower. I mean the girls. Most of the people there are couples. So it was also the first time we take the public bus. The had to queue here to get on the bus. Every station is like an interchange. The cost is $13.80, but it stop right opposite our apartment. Wow, however, the journey took forever. It was so long. going there in the van only take 20 minutes plus.

Btw, ever see me had fun with a laughter?

Lucky you.

This is taken on my first day here.

Jeanne's forever 21 birthday.

So today, there are still couples holding flowers. So sweet. Not.

Today went cycling. HK$50 per bicycle. From 2-7. then we went from Tai Wai to Tai Po Market. That's like 4 stations away from MTR. I don't know if you put in Singapore term, then what will that be from. It was so far though. We never even reached the end yet. It was still a long way to go. The good thing though, the weather was good. Really cool.

Once we reached our place, we ate mango dessert again. Yay! It was so cold. The harbour is just so foggy. You cannot see the light. Then the dew just kept coming. We ate cold dessert and experience cold weather. I was wearing that(pic above), no jacket. So freaking cold. That was a first since i came here.

Oh well..

To HongKong

Look at that!!
That's the view from the apartment. Cool right?

So as usual the immigration asked me lots of question. For the rest of the people, they only took a while. For me, it was forever. They scan my visa to China - hello, not related. Then they kept scanning other pages too. Then asked a whole lot of weird questions. Well, not weird, normal actually. "How long, you're staying?"
"Where will you be staying?"
"Can i see your return ticket?"
"Do you have the Singapore card?"
Well, i was warned that they're going to do that. Then again, they always do that. I was in Vietnam, and they asked weird question. I went in Phuket they thought the guy behind me was my boyfriend. Please, i am never going to sell my body in a foreign country. Not anywhere, really.

As i said to Sophie before. I am not pretty enough to be a prostitute.

Anyway, the T1 airport in Sg is so bad. Burger King closed down. There was no Starbucks or Coffee Bean. Man, i reached early and it was not crowded at all. Then i had to just walked around. I should had went in as there was all the coffee i need. Then, my gate which was D40 was open way before time. Then when i went in, i finally knew why. There was 2 long queues to get in gate D40. So many China couple who had gone through mid-life crisis. Then a few Indians, so strange. Anyway, it was full house. And i got the worse seat ever. I hate middle seat. Just my luck, that was what i had, the middle of the middle, sandwich between uncute guys. Hmph.

I can laugh!!
I was watching Sex and the City. Then it was family guy, follow by some other comedy sitcom. I was laughing at it. So strange, i do not usually laugh at those shows. Let alone find them funny. But it was not pretty cute.

Took the train from airport to Kowloon. Jeanne and Raissa was waiting for me there. It was fun taking the train. It cost HK$100 though. That was kind of expensive. So the place was like Vivo City. You can see people walking around carrying luggage. So, we walked around the shopping centre to get lunch. Spicy noodles and dim sum, but it was not spicy at all.

The service apartment is so cool. Pretty huge for HK standard. So, anyway that Sunday, we walked around to don't know where. Actually i know. We used to stay there. The hotel there i mean. I remembered the place. Cool huh?

Told Jeanne that yes we've been there before, and she was like, "Huh? Really?" Well, she did not remember at all. Haha, so cool. I remembered all the places. The expensive place which is like Paragon, remembered that too. Honestly, i just don't know there name. So, yah, we just walked around. H&M is just H&M. Cheap, i guessed, but not really. I looked damn good in a Jason Mraz style hat. Should i buy it?

Then, there was the mini stores that sell all the teenagers stuff. It was like Far East. Only most of the shops are like Q-box. Then there was one that sell HK$175 colour contact for 1 year. Oh man, now without contacts, suddenly all the cute stuff uses contacts. I wanna get blue contacts and dye my hair blue.

Watched Bride wars with Pat on Saturday. Went home at like around 2am. Haven't packed, so obviously i never sleep. Since i had to wake up early for the flight. But cause of that, i wanted blue hair. I wanna be a Smurfs.

So we talked. And i asked what is the HK traditional food. They laughed and said, "Curry fish balls, lao puo ping, ..."
I was liked, "Oh Sg also has that!"
"Oh? Really?"
Wow, i didn't know they were surprised. Apparently Jeanne does not know lao puo ping or the whatever else she talked about exist at first.

Then, they showed me the bar, basically the place that chill out in. It was like Clarke Quey. Except the place was on a hill. So it was like up side down U-shape kind of road and surround it was filled with bars. They said at night, then the roads will be filled with people.

We ate some pizza with beers. Rais as usual just order the beer. Even though she was underage. There was the sign that they only sell it to above 18. I am sure he had his doubt, but the place was empty, so he will surely just sell it to us. The pizza is weird. No tomato, a little of the tomato paste on it. I like it that way. It is much better than normal pizza. But still kind of weird.

So, moral of the story, just order like as if you are overage. If get caught, well, i don't know what to do. But if you can not order, then let those who can order and steal it from them. But i got a cider instead of beer. As usual it's nice, but i prefer cold beer. Much more refreshing and less high maintenance. Haha, that's a first right?

The area in a corner was filled with mixed Thai food. Like Thai-Viet, Thai-Malaysia, Indian, etc food. When we just walked in only, they straight away pull you to them and ask you to look at the menu. Normal business stuff, but it can so get on your nerve, you know. So, the 3 Indian guys was just pushing their luck. So irritating. They flirted and told you how pretty you look and stuff. Jeanne said the first time they came there, Raissa screamed. Haha, good for her. So cute.

Then when we went back home, we walked around the Victoria Harbour. The again, got creepy Indian sort of guy asked us out. Me and Rais went into a coffee shop to ignore him. Then we went out again with a small cake for Jeanne's birthday. Again we met the guy. He followed us around. Kept asking for our number. Well, i do not lie when i said i do not have a number. I am not from HK. His 2 friends was just in front of him, laughing and trying to see how far he go. Or just waiting and seeing how silly he is. But, too bad. I mean if he choose other girls, i am sure he had a better chance.

We are so looking for native people. Or maybe mixed. Yes, mixed will be good.

Bought cuttlefish, which originated from Korea which cost HK$20. That is just ex for a piece of squid, but it taste so good. I want more. Yup, i should buy more.

Monday, just stayed home. Rest, catch up, whatever. Ate on-called Chinese food for dinner. No wonder, these people can't stop eating. The food here is just way nicer. Plus the weather is to die for. It is still kind of winter, so it is cold. Especially at night. Windy. Nice.

The apartment is like a hotel. I think it used to be a hotel. Since it was all carpeted and has air-con like in the hotels. Plus, all the doors has sign that said "Suite A***"

The air is colder on the pathway to the lobby, then outside. Especially the laundry room. Tiany always said, "went down to the laundry room." I thought it was really an apartment which is normal flats. But it is not. It is really like a hotel. When you're inside, you have to walk the corridors, to get to your door. And the laundry place is on our floor. So, that was another communication at fault.

Our neighbours, lots of models. But mostly they stay like for a while. However, until now, still do not see one. Only the females. The rich and glamorous. Just whoa!

Today, right now, just waiting for them to finish school so we can go to Tsim Sat Tsui to eat mango desert. The last time we went there, the place was so crowded. Oh Tsim Sat Tsui, was where we used to stay. A place to walked around. Like Orchard road.

Oh well, i had to wait and prepare myself for a long walk to the MTR.

Hongkong was like a 2nd home, and now it is kind of, for everyone. Oh, Reyner can take the MTR by himself to go home. That is impressive.

The things that change around here:

1. The people. It was like now, there are just many tourists around. But they feel belong. Like foreigners working here.
2. Last time it is hard to speak Chinese to them. Now, English is alright. Sort of.
3. Many other races around.

I know that is like all about the people living here. But it's true. It is just different. I don't know. Jeanne said it's not. But i just feel that it is different. Plus the fact their fashion is being copied in Sg. While they copy from Japan. In poly, you can see some of these fashion. So, it is still cool seeing it here, but not unique anymore.

The only thing is, if you wear all those funny clothing, you look normal here. In Sg, you'll stand out. It depend on how well you can dress. If well, then you just look really great. If not, you'll look pathetic Japanese-wanna-be.

But yes, i am going to copy some fashion and style back to Sg. But you know me. I'm really good at editing and making it MY OWN. In a week after i do that, you'll see, everyone will start wearing it too.

Haha, gotta love me.

Grogginess

I had not been sleeping for 45 hours!!

No wonder i am feeling damn tired.

And no i did not spend the hours studying or doing project.

It's holiday after all.

Anyway, i'm suppose to blog bout today.

But i am so tired.

And soccer match going to end soon.

So, i think i should go and sleep.

Yup i will.

So,

before i go.

I am happy.

I am smiling.

So PAT, you must smile too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Michelle, better study hard!!!!!!!

Sophie, don't kill your hair.

For the rest, sorry i am not free till the 26th of Feb.

Oh, curse you Hancong!!!!!!!!!!!!

Crap, see grogginess gives you crap.

So, anyway.

Just wanna say i love the weather!!

IT CAN BE SO HOT IN THE AFTENOON THOUGH.

H&M. Hahahahaha.

Uuuuuuuu.. I'm so craving for mango.
Hehe

Post-everything

So we had the boys coming over on Saturday. Well, it was just mostly for Hannes to take his stuff to Wil's house. They gonna BP the next day. So, the guys came over. And they saw the house. Then we chilled outside the pool. It was cool.

Having friends in the house is nice. Suddenly the house is warm. With people you know around you, it is just nice. Nassim is nice that way. As it is huge with too little people and just too much space. The boys said so too. While we chilled, even though it was only for a short while. It was pleasant. We talked for a bit, and under the night sky, it was peaceful. Just peaceful.

Before that, we went to watch movie. Ink heart. Totally different from the book. Oh well, which movie isn't. Michelle introduced to the Brit food at Far East. So pathetic haven't try that one yet. Tzuhao was still him. Kokwee, he did not came to the house. Kolia, just hope he did not end up in RP. So again the usual minus a bunch of people. I wondered where the rest went to.

So on Sunday at dinner for CNE. Horrible food. Skyped to the rest of the family. Just weird we all were not at the same place. But oh well. Good thing there was technology.
CNY was alright. As usual to Ama's. Suddenly everyone was just grown up. The big brother's children. Those 2 guys became so big. They brought their gf along. Don't the gfs have their own family to go to? What's up with these people. Is it alright to bring your boyfriend along to a family function? CNY has a lot of days. Can't the bf come on the 2nd day?
Unless of course they are going to get married soon. And that was also when the kids are like what, 20++ something. Like for now, being around 20s. Or like less than 25, is it alright?
Well, they are guys, Guys tend to get marry older than girls. So i think 25 is still too young for guys. Oh well, nothing to do with me. If they got married, another extra $2 for me. Hehe.

Shop Again

Just last week i was like it had been so long since i went shopping.
Guess what? I went again today.
This time with Annhui.
Me, her and Yunjia went to Shaw Isetan. They had like 10% on everything. I never buy anything though. In supermarket nor in shopping mall.
YJ had to work. So me and Annhui walked around and around.

Actually i was sicked. Wanted to go home. Since presentation is your own presentation and you have to comment on a classmate. I got Taufiq. Shijie got me. So, well it was not that bad. Taufiq qon't get mad easily, so nvm. Stayed in school. Suppose to hang out with Nat. But i really wanted to go home, take cab, but end up not. Coz YJ and Ann going Orchard by MRT. So i decided to tag along. Then not sick anymore. Wow, shopping centre air cure me!! So decided to just follow them and shop.
I hate me. It is so hard to find a fitting dress that has a reasonable price.

CNY Shopping

I went shopping. Lalalalalala.
Went to Far East Plaza on Saturday with Michelle. First we ate a huge meal of Carl Jr. Yum. But super huge. Never manage to eat them all. Not to self: Do not get zapple. Then, went around. I bought a new shoes. So did M. She actually bought 2 pairs of slippers in the end. I just bought shoes and a hoodie. She got that, a dress, something and something. Usually when we went shopping, i will end up with the most bags, not this time. M got more bags than me. A lot more actually. Haha. I wanted to buy a dress, but i was thinking of should i buy or not? Is 50 too ex? Then found one that is 4o. But i was still considering. Crap man. This is what happened, when you have no money, and people kept saying recession all over. Need to be sensible now.
I need a blazer. And i bought it yesterday. At first i thought it was further reduction $49. Turned out the price is $49. Well hell, it's from $179.90. So worth it. Hahahaha. I am so cheapskate. I only buy sales.

Anyway i walked all the way from Nassim to Far East and around to Wisma to Taka and around and to Plaza Sg. Man 8 hours of shopping? Fun!!
Need more shopping time.
Oh, i wanna go skate.

Grumpy and PMSy

Been spending Tuesday and Wednesday after school with Nat. So fun.
On Tue we went to eat subway. Plan to go some where. But in the end went to far east. Ate subway, then went around. It had been some time since i went shopping. With a friend. Suppose to go with Mich last Sat, but she was busy. Oh well. Life now is so busy. Hard to make time to hanging out with friends.
Then on Wed, just spend the whole afternoon at Nat room. We talked. It had been long too. Talk bout boys and friends. Man, i miss my other friends who are not here.
Today, i woke up late. Thus having to go to school on my own. Then, during UT, i use the 6P of communication instead of cognitive. Like wth. How can i saw the wrong 6P?
Fun thing was we got to see the career fair in school. Went down with some of the girls in class. They are so kind to me. For once i had fun being in W16J. Lol. But the semester almost end, and only now then i am close to them. Honestly i am such a pathetic girl. So anyway, career fair was really fun.Kind of unexpected, but yah. And am i like the only one who have no idea on what to do in the future? When i looked at all the booth, i was not interested in any one them. What i want was to go overseas, explore the world. Have an adventure. Then, what i was looking for was further studies. I want to just continue studying. If my option is between study and normal office work, study win hands down. But..
Yah.. Oh my gish, i just realise what i want, what i dream is just not going to come true. No matter what. I guess i can try to make it happen. But hello, i am in supply chain. I do not want to be in that business. I want to follow my own dreams. I want to be my own person. Just like Miranda said in sex and the city: I love you, but i have been in a relationship with myself longer. Or something like that. So yeah. I need to be me. I need to make me happy. Make me happy first before i can make other happy. It's only fair, right?

Kalai's grandma went to the hospital today, so another day not having Kalai around. It had been 3 days. And i just hope her grandma will get better.

And nowadays, i was so mad and frustrated. See above examples on my career choice. Plus so many other things. Gosh. I don't know what to do! I just want to go home and sleep for 17 hours. Wake up to watch 3 soccer games then sleep again. I want that. I miss that. I want to feel belong. I want to feel wanted and cherish and loved. I want to be happy.

O lvl Result

Oh man what a relief.
Lol. Even though i am not taking the O result today, but still.
I'm so sorry to those who fail, you can always try again. Don't forget, it's a new syllabus. So, it is unfair for you to take it. Plus the fact, you all do not have the guide from the teacher.
On the other hand to those who pass or did better than previously, congratulation.

While waiting for Yog result, i almost cry. When he told me his result, i also almost cry. Man, so touchy. But yeah, he did well. I think. So, not bad at all. Hopefully its above average than normal people. So he got a better chance of joining any course he want.
The long awaited moment is finally over.
Now it's time to party!!

Our own version of No One by Alicia Keys

we are all close friends
good friends since the beginning
you could be sure
that it will only get better

we are all together
through the days and nights
we are hardly bored
because we will have things to do

we just keep talking
what to do for the breaks
but all we know is
everything's gonna be alright

and no one no one no one
can get in a way of what we'll doing
no one no one no one
can tell us what to do for later (later, later)
can tell us what to do for later

When the rain is pouring down
we are stuck with planning
we will always be around
This we know for certain

the only problem now
Through the days and nights
we will worry cause
we have no money right bout now
we just keep talking
what to do for the breaks
But all we know is everything's gonna be alright

and no one no one no one
can get in a way of what we'll doing
no one no one no one
can tell us what to do for later (later, later)
can tell us what to do for...

we know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
we know people will try
Try to research
Something that's cheap
So we can go have fun
we're saying that there ain'tno one

No one no one no one
Can have fun without much money
No one no one no one
Can plan a really cheap holiday
oh oh oh....

A New Year, A New Beginning?

I was hoping that this year will be much better than the last. Had lots of complains and behaved really childishly. Until younger bro had to me off. Oh well, maybe it is time to act my age. Not spiritually, but really.

1. Time to try smiling all the time. No matter what.
2. Time to cherish everything i got and have.
3. Time to be the past. Where Fifi is really helpful and kind to all creatures, even fishes. Where Fifi is loving and nice. Still smiling, even if gotten step on the head.
4. Time to be present. Stop daydreaming.
5. Time to be the future. Look ahead and behave accordingly.
6. Time to be a better friend.
7. Time to step out of the house.
8. Time to stop kidding around.
9. Time to follow my dreams.
10. Time to do good deeds.
11. Time to stop being so prejudice.
12. Time to make own set of friends. Girls and guys.
13. Time to be happy. Smile, smile, smile.
14. Time to stick to something i like forever.
15. Time to listen to own heart and follow it.
16. Time to stop thinking too much.
17. Time to not be afraid to show true colours.
18. Time to be me.
19. Time to smile.

And lastly since i am reaching a head 2, it is time for me to grateful and thankful.

Time past by so fast. Another year had passed. Year 1 in Poly is going to end. 3 more weeks of school. Yeah! I will try my best to stop complaining. I will do my best in everything i do. But that is not a promise, for i know i will break them. As i said, i will try.

It is really a time to put the past behind me. No more regrets and sorrow. Just memories and mistakes to learn from.

So, before i close this post, let me put in a few wonderful memories and thanks to all those people who matter to me.

1. Thanks to W45J
   Especially Kalai, Huimin, Alson and Weilun. You guys had been there for me, when the conflict occurred. Then we had our lunch together. Most of the time, at least. Thanks to Azizi for bringing me out of the shell. Thanks to Melissa and Yussof for hanging out with us. Thanks to Leonard for the first lunch outing. Thanks to Sameen for being the first friend in class. Thanks to Limei for the company while waiting for Kalai's tryout. Thanks to Alex, for showing me that there is nothing wrong with following your dreams. Of course in the end, i did not do that. Thanks to Tong, for you always make me realise what a baby i'm being. Terence, thanks for all the time you never fail to cheer me up. Lastly, thanks to Shawn for hating me. You taught me a lot. Without you, i will still be living in my own little bubbles. Without you, i forgot what life is all about. So yes, how shocking it was, i am glad we get the chance to be friends. Just a regret that we both can sometime be alike that we cannot be friends. Oh well, i hope whatever i did to make you hate me, you can forgive me. Hey we did throw you a little birthday surprise. :D
2. Thanks to W16J
   What can i say? I still have 3 more weeks with all of you, so i cannot really say anything. Who knows, maybe there will be some sudden surprises in store for me to see. Never the less, thank you girls for always counting me in. (Annhui, Shafiqah, Yunjia, Angela, Cherie) Thanks to Raj for trying so hard to make me talk. Thanks to Wanqi for always saying, "Hello Fifi." Or something like it. Thanks to Hafiz and Kaiyoung for coming to the bbq. Thanks Alistair for saying hey when you saw me at Vivo. Though unexpected at least you prove that i exist in this class.
3. The people at the State
   Honestly with all my heart you guys are the most important people ever. You guys are the reason i am still sane in class. Never fail to cheer me up, never fail to let me down, unless you guys have work to do or not online. Oh man, i miss all of you.
4. Michelle and Vicky
   You 2 know what you did. Sorry for all the time i complain. Every time i talk to you, i will feel guilty for talking too much. Hahaha. I love you guys. Thanks for still being my friend.
5. Hannes
   Who else.
6. Tiany
   For doing all the sh*t.
7. Natalia
   For being my latest friend.
8. Sophie
   Haha, for we always complain that Jess and Pat are never online. For being so great at the Halloween party.
9. The Broadrick boys
   Well you guys rocks. We are closer now than we were ever be in secondary school. So strange, but i guess we as human do look at things that are familiar to us. In this case, us, each other. Thank guys for being there. And Nicholas for all the ppt.
10. The other girls that help me through 2008
    Yes you Liting, Chiaming, Mona and Teeli. For just blogging your life out. Knowing that no matter what, in desperate cases, i can always talk to you guys. Hawa for just knowing you alone, that will make people smile. Junie, who will always be the one person i can depend on.
11. The Dwarfs(the family)
    You guys sucks. But you guys can make me laugh. You guys can ignore me one second and make me smile the next. Thanks for the movies night.
12. Guanzai
    For all the random sms. Which will never fail to make my day.
13. Ica
    For the trip to Phuket.

Then these are the memories:

• Working at ski360
• Trying all the different types of beer
• Doing stupid things to go hang out with Ivan
• Zahreen's housewarming
• Orientation day
• Clubbing on Rais Birthday as a family
• Belly dancing course
• Social dance audition
• Adventure learning
• Playing Badminton
• Brd UG camp
• Chiaming BBQ
• Skating with Mich and Vicky
• Skating with Sop, Ivan, Chris and Jh
• Cycling in Pulau Ubi
• Shopping with Huimin
• Junie's birthday
• EURO 2008
• Family dinner
• Meet up with Jess and Pat
• Stay up all night to pick Edward up
• Talking to a stranger on the phone(Alex)
• 4EB Class gathering
• My birthday
• UG leaders BBQ
• Pre-halloween
• Halloween BBQ
• MUSE
• Thanksgiving dinner
• Mischa's birthday
• Meet up with MK
• Michelle's birthday dinner
• Meet up with Edward again
• Phuket trip

Yup, that's the events. That's pretty little. But knowing me, listening to my complains, it's pretty much been a good year. Oh well. Farewell.

And now it is time for 2009 to start. Which hopefully will be better with much more smiles and laughter.
To a new start!
Cheers!

P.s. Thank you friends for being there for me.