Somehow when this is on my own nails, it just wouldn't turn out right.

He is a jerk if he is

Taken from cosmo, Deborah Tan:
To me, and I'm sure a lot of women will agree, for a man to be classfied as a jerk, he'd probably have to be one or all of these things:
1. Emotionally manipulative
2. Emotionally abusive
3. Physically and verbally abusive
4. Indulge in passive-aggressive behaviour
5. Says a lot of things that are aimed at chopping up your self-esteem
6. Unsupportive of your goals and dreams
7. Is uninterested in your friends and family
8. Monopolises your time so you can't spend it with the other people who matter to you
9. Totally treating you as an afterthought to everything else in his life (like seriously, if he ever blew you off for like Warcraft Version 623, drop him like a hot potato!)  

Hehe, see. Now you know why people are pissed.

Skyscraper by Demi Lovato

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence, as it's ending, like we never had a chance.
Do you have to make me feel like there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears
I awaken and untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better to watch me while I bleed
All my windows still are broken but I'm standing on my feet

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

Go run run run I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear yeah
Go run run run yeah it's a long way down
But I'm closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Ohh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper


Watched the music video, and was wondering who sing this song as she looked so like someone I dont know. But her voice is vaguely familiar. the song heard it a few times before.
Then at the end it finally show it was by Demi. Well seriously she look so different. Better.

Anyway why I was so paying attention to this song is cause it is a very sad song. But it has a very strong lyrics. Bout the end but she's going to be alright and be even better than before. And I want that.
I want to rise from the ground. Like a skyscraper.

It really is painful to watch the person you loved with someone else. You no longer want to think about it, but somehow you can't. They are always on your mind. Happy and mocking you. You want to curse. You want to cry. You want the relationship back. But there is a reason why you break up in the first place. And I always have to remember that. No good to ever go back. Need to move on.
So I say farewell I guess. No more ties if possible. I am happy you found her. Not found, more like rekindle with her. So I wish you all the best in life. Without asking jokingly who will you choose, you choose her. So I will back away. Stay happy. The two of you. You guys deserve each other.

Found this on msn

Found this on msn.
Entitled: Dating rules you must break
http://lifestyle.xin.msn.com/en/sex-relationships/article.aspx?cp-documentid=5049938&page=5

You can't check out other hotties
Let's be honest -- it's our guilty pleasure. When someone gorgeous crosses our path, we can't help but ogle them. It's not cheating. It's just in our genetic makeup. If that bothers your significant other, be a little bit more ingenious while checking them out. You don't want to drool over other hunks or babes blatantly while your partner is with you. But if you catch your partner in the act, your berating will never change him; it'll only show that you feel insecure.

See. Go ogle guys, people!

A woman should never ask a man out
If you're one who shies away from being the initiator, you leave it to the man to do the job. But if you aren't, don't worry about the traditional dating rule which says it's always the man's responsibility to do the asking. If he freaks out when you do, it just shows that he's probably not for you. While they love the thrill of chasing, guys would actually appreciate that they don't have to take the plunge all the time.

Haha, go chase. Gogogo.

Avoid talking about your ex on a date
If you wish to start over with a clean slate, you should never treat your past relationships as a taboo subject. Talk about it when your date initiates the topic (if he ever does) but never get emotional or start trashing your old flame. He'll think that he's just your rebound guy. If you avoid it, he'd probably think that you're still hung up on your ex.

Haha, you do need to talk about ur ex sometimes. Nothing wrong with it. It is just a past.

My Charms

Too much charms.

Bracelet too full.

A Typical Saturday

I just give the poor boy more stress in his life. As always, I was still asleep when he came over. Then idiot, bought Macs. Already said how many times not to eat Mac. Then, as always watch movie on laptop. Life is seriously boring. But we just watch movie after movie.
Winnie the pooh.
Takers.
Pursuit of happyness.

Anyway the topic of school came up. And I stress him about taking a part time. Don't get how he say he can't cope with both work and school. When he is like one of those person who actually can. He is hardworking in his own way. He always put those important stuff first. Unlike me. Sleep early and responsible in his own way. Forever checking his email. Always stay in. Hardly go out when it's unneeded.
That seeing him with friends make me really happy. Knowing he is out having fun. Coz I hardly see him do that.
Recently had to hang out for company dinner and stuff. Told him not many people actually had the chance to dine with boss and client. Especially someone "new" in the company.

Then went to pp to eat. But it was so crowded. Brought up the topic bout guys. What if there is a guy.

Another stress. What if I'm bored.

Why do people always get into a relationship and think of the future. At this age, shouldn't it just be having fun. Seeing how everything will go and if everything will work out. Wouldn't it be bad counting on the fact that we will be forever together. But somehow in the near future something goes wrong and relationship has to end. It just break people heart. So at this age. Wouldn't it better to just take it one step at a time. Wishing for the best. But not really counting for the ring moment. Coz when it happens it happen. When we all are older and when we all are ready.

What if it just happen with another guy.

Favorite answer: no comment.

But surely if the time comes for it. Then there will be a lot on his mind. Or maybe nothing at all. Maybe he'll fight for me. Maybe he'll just let go.
Because in life you do not want to regret. Coz that feeling suck the most. Then you will be thinking of what-if.

So I ask myself.
Am I faithful?
I am lucky not to have to prove that. Coz I don't know if I am. And I don't want to promise anything I can't keep.
Will I run off?
Idk.
Do I love him?
Yes.
So will I cheat?
I said no. I will not.
But I don't know if I am faithful sih.
Haha, I am contradicting myself.

I don't know the future. But I do know I will not do something that will spoil us. And I do know that I am happy with the way things are now. I doubt that will change soon. But I am an easily bored person. So I guess I just have be caution.
Jut hope we will never find out huh.
Poor guy.

Ok. Time to study. Since there is no soccer.

I Got Nth Better To Do

http://sandy-thinks.blogspot.com/2011/05/entry-numero-tres.html
Came across this blog. Basically Fifi and Yolanda is mention. Cool huh.

The other night Carla, Fifi, Yolanda, and I stayed up late in the night and talked for the first time in years. Although when Carla and Yolanda started getting irritated, I noticed Fifi panic which is unusual for her.

Kinda weird reading it.
Anyway, it was a book.
How the Garcia Girls Lost Their Accents by Julia Alvarez
Its about a family who move to New York. Parents plus 4 girls. Clara, Sandra, Yolanda and Sofia(nickname) Fifi. So ya. Oh well. Never read the book, so I don’t know how was it.
But I think now im going to name my kids if I have e.g. 2 girls, one Christina the other Aguilera. Something like that.

• Hayden and Christensen
• Matt and Damon
• Oliver and James
• Thomas and Edison
• Bob and Dylan
• Michael and Jackson
• Chris and Evan(s)
• Miles and Davis
• Angelina and Jolie
• Halle and Berry
• Grace and Kelly
• Julia and Robert(s)
• Julie and Andrew(s)
• Princess and Diana
• Amy and Adam(s)
• …

But all such a common name. Hmmm. Need to think better.

Precious Stone

Was trying to search for this earring (pearl with diamonds) that I saw at 313. I searched the 313 directory and it show me Aurora jewelry. Went to the website, but I cant find any pearl. So hopeless. So just keep searching and tried to see what my birthstone is. And found this.

Btw, im born on Monday in the month of October.

Gemstones for Each Day of the Week

• Sunday: Topaz
• Monday: Pearl
• Tuesday: Ruby
• Wednesday: Amethyst
• Thursday: Sapphire
• Friday: Carnelian
• Saturday: Turquoise

 

Birthstone List

January Birthstone
January Gemstone: Garnet
January Birthstone Color: Deep Red

February Birthstone
February Gemstone: Amethyst
February Birthstone Color: Purple

March Birthstone
March Gemstone: Aquamarine, Bloodstone
March Birthstone Color: Pale Blue

April Birthstone
April Gemstone: Diamond
April Birthstone Color: White, Clear

May Birthstone
May Gemstone: Emerald
May Birthstone Color: Green

June Birthstone
June Gemstone: Pearl, Moonstone, Alexandrite
June Birthstone Color: White or Purple

July Birthstone
July Gemstone: Ruby
July Birthstone Color: Red

August Birthstone
August Gemstone: Peridot, Sardonyx
August Birthstone Color: Pale Green

September Birthstone
September Gemstone: Sapphire
September Birthstone Color: Deep Blue

October Birthstone
October Gemstone: Opal, Pink Tourmaline
October Birthstone Color: Multi-color, Pink

November Birthstone
November Gemstone: Citrine, Yellow Topaz
November Birthstone Color: Yellow

December Birthstone
December Gemstone: Blue Topaz, Turquoise
December Birthstone Color: Blue

 

Anniversary Stones

List of gemstones associated with each wedding anniversary year.
This is the list of generally accepted gemstones and precious metals associated with each wedding anniversary.
1st Anniversary: Gold Jewelry
2nd Anniversary: Garnet (all colors)
3rd Anniversary: Pearls
4th Anniversary: Blue Topaz
5th Anniversary: Sapphire (all colors)
6th Anniversary: Amethyst
7th Anniversary: Onyx
8th Anniversary: Tourmaline (all colors)
9th Anniversary: Lapis Lazuli
10th Anniversary: Diamond Jewelry
11th Anniversary: Turquoise
12th Anniversary: Jade or Agate
13th Anniversary: Citrine or Moonstone
14th Anniversary: Opal or Moss Agate
15th Anniversary: Ruby
16th Anniversary: Peridot or Topaz (all colors)
17th Anniversary: Amethyst
18th Anniversary: Garnet
19th Anniversary: Aquamarine
20th Anniversary: Emerald
21st Anniversary: Iolite
22nd Anniversary: Spinel (all colors)
23rd Anniversary: Sapphire
24th Anniversary: Tanzanite
25th Anniversary: Silver Jubilee
26th Anniversary: Star Sapphire
30th Anniversary: Pearl Jubilee
35th Anniversary: Emerald or Coral
39th Anniversary: Cat's Eye
40th Anniversary: Ruby
45th Anniversary: Sapphire or Alexandrite
50th Anniversary: Golden Jubilee
52nd Anniversary: Star Ruby
55th Anniversary: Alexandrite or Emerald
60th Anniversary: Diamond Jubilee
65th Anniversary: Star Sapphire
75th Anniversary: Diamond

Impressive can last till 75th. Oh well, from 1st to 26th is a must to get anniversary present. The next will be on the 30th. Can it be like month anniversary instead? That way, surely have a chance to get it till the 75th anni.

I want this.

And this.

Pretty please.

Hypophrenia

Hypophrenia: a feeling of sadness seemingly without a cause.

So suffering from it. No idea why, but just so ...