Goodbye 2013

Last day of 2013 and I still not even used to writing 2013 on the date, how is that 2014 coming soon. Time flies. Fun or not  the past is the past.

Ops that's a blurry picture of the stuff I got. But it's in a pile and I don't want to show you what I got truly. As you will call me crazy.

So there's just a lot of stuff hidden under the clothes. Anyway, spent a lot this month. More than 2 months pocket money. So that's crazy. I will do a no buy January and February. 

But in my defense, there's Christmas presents and birthday gift which contribute to the money disappearing trick. But it was really fun buying stuff. Mostly because I am bored. 

I will really miss this slack December month. I really enjoy being alone and spending time with my friends. I enjoy doing housework at my own time. Eating healthy for the first couple of weeks and gaining back all the weight thanks to that someone special. Not that I blame him, but he could have do better. He knows how I want to fit into my that dress. So ya I blame him after all. 

But ya it was great having to spend time with him. We have not really seen each other much this year. And in the course of a year, I've grown to be a better girl hopefully. And now I'm ready. 

Even though my 23rd is a useless year, turning 24 is quite fun. I'm now not afraid being alone in public. 

I did 3 months no buy that helps with putting my perspective in check. 

I went out with his friends that is something I usually wouldn't want to do, cause I suck at it. But I'm looking forward for more of that.  

I did went out with the guys, so that's a finally get to see them again. 

I join Zumba after 7 years of wanting to. And I join alone which is rare for me. I'm getting better at life. 

Found Zahreen again. 

Hanging out with my secondary lovelies. 

Experiencing a lost of someone special but knowing that she's in a better place now. 

Still meeting my yinyang so that's good. 

Met up with Nata again after so long. 

No longer needing to celebrate my birthday, that is a stepping stone. 

Didn't really do much this year, but I feel that I've really grown as a person. Maybe you see me and still see me as the same, but that is good too. 

I know I'm more loyal now. And I can't wait for the future. Really looking for that life. But I still have to graduate and find a job. That's the two scary things I need to overcome next year. 

As for my friends, I really wish that 2014 will bring a new start to them. A happiness that will stay within them. I guess health is also important. Wouldn't hurt for a little wealth. 

So I would like to thank Huimin and Kalai for being there always. Then there is Sophie who occasionally appear from my life, haha. But ya I'm glad you talk to me in music class. Zahreen for the short moment we found you again. Geannie for being my partner in school. Jiayun for the random messages worrying about school. Pamela for her being back. Natalia for still talking to me even though I don't have time to actually meet up. Vicky for realizing that I'm ready to be in a relationship. Diana for being D and I can't wait to hang out with you soon. Kelly for making my life and bedtime not boring. Yogi and the cousins and their other half. Mami for always buying me food. And lastly you for being with me. 

Do I miss anyone? I guess there's Pat who teach us how precious life is. But I guess that's pretty much the gish of people in my life right now. 

Oh I would like to thank Yogi's friend for the awesome snacks from Japan. Yumyum. It isn't a thank for 2013 but mostly it's from December. My life is quite a blank until September. Wouldn't want that to happen again. 

So here is to a better 2014!

To new love. 

New friendship. 

New success. 

Closer bonds. 

Zouk Out 2013

I was there on day 2. I told my myself that this will be the last. Then again, old habit die hard. 

The day before I did not eat anything. Didn't want to get gastric, I forced myself to eat 2 slices of bread and a slice of ice cream. That was the biggest regret I made. I should had a proper meal. 

On the 14th, I woke up, made myself some toasts, a slice of bacon and 2 sausages. For dinner I ate half Alfredo pasta and 3 pieces of chicken tenders. The pasta was very creamy and made me super full. Back at the hotel, (we stayed at Siloso Beach Hotel again) I drank just a shot of vodka with redbull. I turned red. So vodka made me red easily. Will have to try with other beverages. Anyway, I was full and I don't to drink too much as the toilet will be so inconvenient. 

And off we went to queue. The queueing system was not that good. If you are in a big group, it's kind of an advantage for you. There wasn't really an order. As people just cut left and right and try to squeeze by you. But it wasn't that a big deal. Just quite annoying. 

Didn't managed to get much pictures. The sets was great. We went in at midnight and start of on Zedd. He was alright. I wasn't really into the music but I tried. And Rachel went off to toilet halfway. I was there trying to form a circle of bubble for myself. A space. Just enough for me to dance. 

The disadvantage of being short is that people don't see you. They think that it is space. So they tend to just walk to you and pass you. They just "dig" through to get to the other side. It was unpleasant. I am used to it. Clubbing and crowded places, I know how it will go down. That's why I made my bubble. Plus I actually like to move. So I need space. Unlike most people where all the do is bend their knees and jump. 

Anyway, other than the shoving, pushing, squeezing and stepping on your foot, it was alright. Tiany did get puked on so that suck for her. And there was a time when we walked back to the stage, there was human traffic and everyone kept shoving around. That was probably the closest thing to a fight during this event. 

Unlike 3 years ago which was my first ZoukOut, there was only 2 stages that day. And I wasn't in VIP so this time it's really just a concert for me. Last time, we still have a place to chill and wonder. I mean I can see people at different area chilling and partying with the "booth" music but or us, we really just hang out at the Moon Stage. 

I saw a couple of familiar faces but that was it. We were a party of 7 but it was always the 5 of us. So we lost out to everyone else. Plus we are not tall. not enough guys, not enough manpower. 

So this is us. All ready to party. 

This is the last picture I took that day. The blurry tiny pic of Dash Berlin. 

As always I learnt that it is better to go in a big group. Like a huge group. Cause it's really safety by the numbers. Unless you are tall then a couple of you is find. 

If you are there for the awesome DJs, then have guys friends. They protect you, they can carry you on their shoulders, they pave way for you. Body guards, the more the better. 

Pray for rain, cause it will be so hot. 

Eat. Eat the day before too. Cause for me I really run out of energy. I felt myself getting lethargic. It was like I need food. I need energy. Not because of alcohol but because I don't eat enough. I was waiting to faint, but that didn't happen, so it's good. But hunger, strike that, it wasn't hunger, just need energy, is painful. I wanted to dance and jump and move, but I felt getting drained out. So I wasn't as fun as I was supposedly to. 

For staying up all night, I was find with it as I usually sleep at 7am. But most people after Alesso started to go back. I don't know of they wanted to catch a taxi home and don't want to fight the crowd of what. I just cause clubs the latest end at 5am, and it was just the right time to go home. For me I can't bear to leave halfway as I would wonder. I had always pretty much stayed throughout at most parties, events and chalet I went to. Well as long as I don't have anything else going on. But ya, I did not stay the whole event, as my cousins went back, but I managed to catch Dash. I like his set, really nice songs to listen and chill. Plus if you can see him on the stage, he will be giving signals how his songs are like, be it high, going slow or just steady pace. So it was fun. He interacted with us. Oh by that time, the sky getting brighter and most people around are couples and they were smooching around and stuff. Cause his music is nice for couple. And I was just jealous of that. 

And I'm jealous of big group of people. 

As I said halfway this will be my last. But I probably am lying. I enjoy dancing and I like music. As long as I have enough energy I will go crazy. So Zouk Out is something I enjoy going. Not every month, but annually, it will be alright. But I will not be a student forever. So we shall see next year. 

This year, it was like a massive clubbing experience. A big scale of clubbing. And it was nice cause they go there for the music, majority of the people are, so there were no guys hitting on girls. It was safe. It was fun. There were lots of tourists too. We heard stories of how dangerous Zouk Out could be, but it wasn't like that this time. It was so much nicer. Compare to last time, it was slightly different. And I like to believe that I can move better now. But a fat chick will always be a fat chick. So there wasn't any signs telling you that you are great. I can't starve myself, but I am really tired of being the fat girl. Especially when everyone is in bikinis. 

Tsk tsk, at the end I still talk about my insecurities. Well done. Until I can be a forever desirable girlfriend, I will always complain. And it's my blog, I can type whatever I want. 

A focus photo. 

P.s. I kept trying to take photos with my arms raise high just to see the stage. 

P.s.s. there was a point of time when Tiany carried me so I can see the DJ. If not throughout his set, I don't see him at all. I can't remember who though. Was it Zedd?

Crooked - G-dragon

This song has been stuck in my head for sometimes. Well, basically just the chorus. I prefer G dragon when he is normal, but I have to admit that he has nice songs. But they don't stuck in my head. So I don't know why this particular song appeal to me. It has been like what 3 weeks now. Even though I don't know the lyrics and meaning, I just like it.

So today, Kelly was ok you really wanna know the meaning. Then she checked and read me the meaning word by word. I don't know why but I was like oh no wonder. I may don't understand language, but maybe secretly my heart does. I was like so sad, and Kelly said yah the mv is sad. I never really watch it, but ok. I get it now.

Last month of 2013

Last month! So fast! I still have trouble memorizing or writing down the 2013 as the year, and it's already almost the end. 2014 just seems like what, wah, already?

I have a list of things that I wish to happen. That I need to see. That I want to have. It's just a silly list. Making a list is so nothing much but crossing off it it's the fun part. So I created a list to ground me. I created to list to feel a sense of accomplishment. I created a list just for the sake of crossing the words out. 

In fact I used to write so much that I came out with 600+ things. Now it's already 821! For the past 3 years plus, I don't really list down things anymore. Only when I'm so nervous or something that I will put it down. Wrote it in my little black book. 

Of course not all the points are extremely special. I have one that said get a new haircut. I have a whole page dedicating to surviving poly. I wrote survive week 1 of sem, follow by survive week 2 and you get the point. I also have impossible dreams like playing the drums and Liverpool to win premierleague. And more current are a friend to married, a friend have a baby and survive Dinneralone December. 

So even though it's a list of unrelated items and wishes, it is still fun. There's a bunch of to-do list too which I actually should separate from that book. I should be focusing that book on the heart mind matter, not on to-do lists. 

Btw, if I didn't managed to do the things on thy list, I will zigzag the line across. Or if I forgot what it is about, zigzag. Or like I did not manage to enjoy the event, zigzag. So it's pretty flexible. Even though the win 4D is still on that list since forever. It doesn't really apply to me anymore. But it can still happen so I can't cross it off. 

Anyway, let me pick up the wants and to-do lists and put it here. 

- go Chinatown buy supply

- make ice cream pops

- meet up with Nata

- meet up with my yinyang

- hang out with Sophie more

- plan food consumption and go supermarket

- don't forget to do housework

- fix body clock

- stop shopping unnecessary stuff

- buy 2014 diary

- eat at Lady M

- eat Anderson fondue

- eat the ramen at Orchard Gallery

- enjoy sitting at Starbucks with their holiday drinks 

- watch the hobbit 2

- survive being alone

I think the hardest for me will be breakfast, lunch and dinner. I am so used to having food being provided for me. It's going to be tough to have to feed for myself. If I am naturally all alone should be better but there will be the occasional weekend of yogi and daddy will be around too after work. So it's going to be a tough lonely month. 

Samples.com

Got a bunch of samples. 2 points per sample. 4 samples $5.99 or you try to get free shipping. Anyway I got them an for being the first 100 I got an extra bioderma stuff.

So join up for free shipping samples when they have them. Click samplestore.

This is what I got last month. Beauty blender is a regret cause there's spores on it after I use it once. Once! Heartbreaking.

Magazines?

There used to be a time when I spent my monthly allowance on magazines. They're my guilty pleasure. Of course Internet was not readily available then. Now with a "smart phone" (genius phone for deleting my contacts twice) it's easier and more readily available that Internet is. I find that I spent my time online more often. 

In more recent years, I used to subscribed to Cosmopolitan. Well for two years actually. Like the past two years, when the magazine is finally in Singapore. As in their own version of it. I was excited cause a girl of 20s, you kind of need to learn to be a woman you know. It's an open topic and it's a modern world now, women can't lose out. Lose out to who? To ignorant! 

We need to learn. About skills and positions and health and pleasure. For them and the man. Even if you're single there's no harm in learning. Heck I want to be good at it. 

Anyway, I soon realize the magazine is wonderful. They have awesome tips. Especially if you own your own house. Preferable with a two story house. Great if you have money too cause the restaurants are in the $30 and above prices. Looks good, but hope you have the cash to eat there. Like $30 is not much, but for a salad that's something. I will be able to afford that one day when I'm working. Spa treatments I want that. I really don't think Cosmopolitan Singapore is targeted at girls who live in HDB houses with their parents and siblings. As a Singapore women magazine, I really hope they target these women. Like focus on the culture of BTOing and ROM first before moving into your new HDB flat. Sure you can always rent out a place. But seriously, financially smart, the money use for rental is better being use for paying your mortgage. That's the smart way to handle cash. Rental will cost you $2k? That can be use as monthly BTO house payment wouldn't that be more feasible? Unless you are super rich, or can't live in your childhood home anymore. 

My favorite feature in Cosmopolitan Was the buy now, buy later and buy in future or something like that. Basically they show 3 kinds of something e.g. shoes, and for one design they show us 3 options. The least expensive you can buy now cause you probably can afford it if you're an average girl in Singapore. Then the middle pricing where you can buy if you have extra cash. Lastly the expensive probably branded ones where you can hope your friends and family pitch in together to get for you. Or wait for that bonus to get it. That feature is gone. 

Now and again I picked up Cleo. I always forgot how much advertisement are there. And it's pretty much the same in every magazine or Singapore's "billboard" aka bus stop ads. So it's boring. And the articles just doesn't interest me. Sure there's some that catches my eyes but nothing that says omg I love this mag. Is not that the writers are bad but I don't see anything applicable to me. 

At least Teens and Teenage have dear aunt column where it can be helpful and applicable and the target audience is pretty much on par. 

Why can't the women magazines differentiate themselves?

Recently I picked up Herworld. I finally knew its for 30-40s age group. Maybe even 50s. So it wasn't for me. But seriously when they ask some guys the street some question, those guys are way off. The guys are pretty much younger. You're asking a 20 something years old guy if he will ask a girl out again if she had rejected him once. As a 40 years old woman I will hope guys in their 30-50s have the same mindset as these young adults. Ya I sure hope. 

Again it's the target group. Unless you feature hot guys who are into cougars I think you should bring out guys in the same age group. The point of view really varies with different age. So target wisely. 

Really feel so blah after reading magazines. I don't think I'll be buying anymore Singapore magazines unless they have a really good freebies. Or if I heard that the magazine cater to me life or needs or even wants. Not dishing the people who work at magazines. I mean they work hard and I know that. But they really need to learn to closer to home. 

Like who need sweaters and coats when you are living in Singapore. But you can always do a spread for traveling to cold places. I don't mind seeing the sweaters and coats and boots then. 

And like my sis now only buy magazines cause she want the poster of some Kpop. 

Is it just me or do people feel the same way about magazines nowadays?

My Mix Tape to You

Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend

Hey hey, you you, I don't like your girlfriend

No way, no way, I think you need a new one

Hey hey, you you, I could be your girlfriend

Hey hey, you you, I know that you like me

No way, no way, you know it's not a secret

Hey hey, you you, I want to be your girlfriend 

You're so fine, I want you mine, you're so delicious

I think about you all the time, you're so addictive

Don't you know what I can do to make you feel alright?

Don't pretend, I think you know I'm damn precious

And hell yeah I'm the mother fucking princess

I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right

She's like so whatever

You can do so much better

I think we should get together now

And that's what everyone's talking about

Hey hey, you you, I don't like your girlfriend

No way no way, I think you need a new one

Hey hey, you you, I could be your girlfriend

Hey hey, you you, I know that you like me

No way, no way, you know its not a secret

Hey hey, you you, I want to be your girlfriend

I can see the way, I see the way you look at me

And even when you look away I know you think of me

I know you talk about me all the time again and again

So come over here and tell me what I wanna hear

Better yet, make your girlfriend disappear

I don't wanna hear you say her name ever again

Cause she's like so whatever

And you can do so much better

I think we should get together now

And that's what everyone's talking about

Hey hey, you you, I don't like your girlfriend

No way, no way, I think you need a new one

Hey hey, you you, I could be your girlfriend

Hey hey, you you, I know that you like me

No way, no way, you know it's not a secret

Hey hey, you you, I want to be your girlfriend

In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger

'Cause I can, cause I can do it better

There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in?

She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?

In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger

'Cause I can, cause I can do it better

There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in?

She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?

Hey hey, you you, I don't like your girlfriend

No way, no way, I think you need a new one

Hey hey, you you, I could be your girlfriend

(No way, no way)

Hey hey, you you, I know that you like me

No way, no way, you know it's not a secret

Hey hey, you you, I want to be your girlfriend

(No way, no way) x2

Boys like girls - Thunder

Today is a winding road

That's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)

Today in the blink of an eye

I'm holding on to something and I do not know why

I tried

I tried to read between the lines

I tried to look in your eyes

I want a simple explanation

For what I'm feeling inside

I gotta find a way out

Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road

Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know

Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)

Today I'm on my own

I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone

I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass

And longing for the breeze

I need to step outside

Just to see if I can breathe

I gotta find a way out

Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope

I'm wrapped up in vines

I think we'll make it out

But you just gotta give me time

Strike me down with lightning

Let me feel you in my veins

I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road

that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

Oh baby bring on the pain

And listen to the thunder

Drake - Take care

[Rihanna]

I know you've been hurt by someone else

I can tell by the way you carry yourself.

If you let me, here's what I'll do

I'll take care of you (I'll take, I'll take, I'll take)

I've loved and I've lost.

[Drake: verse 1]

I've asked about you and they've told me things

but my mind didn't change it

I still feel the same

what's a life with no fun, please don't be so ashamed

I've had mine, you've had yours we both know, we know.

They don't get you like I will

my only wish is I die real

cause that truth hurts, and those lies heal

and you can't sleep thinking that he lies still

so you cry still, tears all in the pillow case,

big girls all get a little taste

pushing me away so I give her space

dealing with a heart that I didn't break.

I'll be there for you, I will care for you

I keep thinking you, just don't know

try to run from that, say you're done with that

on your face girl, it just don't show.

When you're ready, just say you're ready

when all the baggage just ain't as heavy

and the parties over, just don't forget me

we'll change the pace and we'll just go slow.

You won't ever have to worry,

you won't ever have to hide,

you've seen all my mistakes,

so look me in my eyes.

[Rihanna]

'Cause if you let me, here's what I'll do

I'll take care of you (I'll take, I'll take, I'll take)

I've loved and i've lost.

[Drake: verse 2]

It's my birthday, I'll get high if I want to

can't deny that I want you, but I'll lie if have to

cause you don't say you love me

to your friends when they ask you

even though we both know that you do (you do).

One time, been in love one time

you and all your girls in the club one time

all so convinced that you're following your heart

cause your mind don't control what it does sometimes.

We all have our nights though, don't be so ashamed

I've had mine, you've had yours, we both know, we know.

You hate being alone

you ain't the only one

you hate the fact that you bought the dream

and they sold you one

you love your friends but somebody shoulda told you somin',

to save you, instead he said;

don't a-ha-ha-ha-ha,

tell me a-ha-ha-ha-ha,

I don't care a-ha-ha-ha-ha,

If you're hurt a-ha-ha-ha-ha.

I won't a-ha-ha-ha-ha,

tell you a-ha-ha-ha-ha,

you don't care a-ha-ha-ha-ha,

if you're true a-ha-ha-ha-ha,

don't a-ha-ha-ha-ha,

tell me a-ha-ha-ha-ha,

I don't care a-ha-ha-ha-ha,

If you're hurt a-ha-ha-ha-ha.

I won't a-ha-ha-ha-ha,

tell you a-ha-ha-ha-ha,

you don't care a-ha-ha-ha-ha,

if you're true a-ha-ha-ha-ha,

[Rihanna]

I know you've been hurt by someone else

I can tell by the way you carry yourself

if you let me, here's what I'll do

I'll take care of you (I'll take, I'll take, I'll take)

I've loved and I've lost

Howie Day - Collide

The dawn is breaking

A light shining through

You're barely waking

And I'm tangled up in you

Yeah

I'm open, you're closed

Where I follow, you'll go

I worry I won't see your face

Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes

Even the wrong words seem to rhyme

Out of the doubt that fills my mind

I somehow find

You and I collide

I'm quiet you know

You make a first impression

I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes

Even the stars refuse to shine

Out of the back you fall in time

I somehow find

You and I collide

Don't stop here

I've lost my place

I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes

Even the wrong words seem to rhyme

Out of the doubt that fills your mind

You finally find

You and I collide

You finally find

You and I collide

You finally find

You and I collide

Paramore - The only exception

When I was younger, I saw my daddy cry

And curse at the wind

He broke his own heart and I watched

As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that

She would never let herself forget

And that was the day that I promised

I'd never sing of love if it does not exist

But darling, you are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere deep in my soul

That love never lasts

And we've got to find other ways to make it alone

Or keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this

Keeping a comfortable distance

And up until now I had sworn to my self that I'm content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

But you are the only exception

You are the only exception x3

I've got a tight grip on reality

But I can't let go of what's in front of me here

I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up

Leave me with some kind of proof, it's not a dream, oh

You are the only exception x8

And I'm on my way to believing

Oh, and I'm on my way to believing

Lifehouse - you and me

What day is it? And in what month?

This clock never seemed so alive

I can't keep up and I can't back down

I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people

With nothing to do, nothing to lose

And it's you and me and all of the people

And I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say

Just aren't coming out right

I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning

I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people

With nothing to do, nothing to prove

And it's you and me and all of the people

And I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

Something about you now

I can't quite figure out

Everything she does is beautiful

Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people

With nothing to do, nothing to lose

And it's you and me and all of the people

And I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of

You and me and all of the people

With nothing to do and nothing to prove

And it's you and me and all of the people

And I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it? And in what month?

This clock never seemed so alive

Sum 41 - With me

I don't want this moment to ever end

Where everything's nothing without you

I wait here forever just to, to see you smile

'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all I've made my mistakes

I stumble and fall but I mean these words

I want you to know with everything I won't let this go

These words are my heart and soul

I'll hold on to this moment you know

'Cause I'd bleed my heart out to show that I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken forever and now

The pieces of memories fall to the ground

I know what I did and how so, I won't let this go

'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone

With nowhere to go have come to an end

I want you to know with everything I won't let this go

These words are my heart and soul

I'll hold on to this moment you know

As I bleed my heart out to show and I won't let go

In front of your eyes it falls from the skies

When you don't know what you're looking to find

In front of your eyes it falls from the skies

When you just never know what you will find

What you will find, what you will find

What you will find, what you will find

I don't want this moment to ever end

Where every thing's nothing without you

I want you to know with everything I won't let this go

These words are my heart and soul

I'll hold on to this moment you know

As I bleed my heart out to show and I won't let go

I want you to know with everything I won't let this go

These words are my heart and soul

I'll hold on to this moment you know

As I bleed my heart out to show and I won't let go

Jason Mraz - I wont give up

When I look into your eyes

It's like watching the night sky

Or a beautiful sunrise

Well there's so much they hold

And just like them old stars

I see that you've come so far

To be right where you are

How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space

To do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn

Some even fall to the earth

We've got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

No, i won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

I'm here to stay and make the difference that i can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts

We got yeah we got a lot at stake

And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend

For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn

We had to learn, how to bend without the world caving in

I had to learn what i got, and what I'm not

And who i am

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

I'm still looking up

I won't give up (No I'm not) on us (Giving up)

God knows I'm tough (I am tough), he knows (I am loved)

We got a lot (We're alive) to learn (We are loved)

God knows we're worth it (And we're worth it)

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

Hunter Hayes - Wanted

You know I'd fall apart without you

I don't know how you do what you do

'Cause everything that don't make sense about me

Makes sense when I'm with you

Like everything that's green, girl boy, I need you

But it's more than one and one makes two

Put aside the math and the logic of it

You gotta know you want it too

'Cause I wanna wrap you up

Wanna kiss your lips

I wanna make you feel wanted

And I wanna call you mine

Wanna hold you hand forever

Never let you forget it

Yeah, I wanna make you feel wanted

Anyone can tell you you're pretty

(Yeah)

You get that all the time, I know you do

But your beauty's deeper than the makeup

And I wanna show you what I see tonight

When I wrap you up

When I kiss your lips

I wanna make you feel wanted

And I wanna call you mine

Wanna hold you hand forever

Never let you forget it

'Cause baby, I wanna make you feel wanted

As good as you make me feel

I wanna make you feel better

Better than your fairy tales

Better than your best dreams

You're more than everything I need

You're all I ever wanted

All I ever wanted

And I just wanna wrap you up

Wanna kiss your lips

I wanna make you feel wanted

And I wanna call you mine

Wanna hold you hand forever

Never let you forget it

Yeah, I wanna make you feel wanted

Yeah baby, I wanna make you feel wanted

'Cause you'll always be wanted

Secondhand Serenade - Your Call

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, cause I'm angry

Cause I'm desperate for your voice

listening to the song we used to sing

In the car, do you remember,butterfly, early summer?

Its playing on repeat, just like when we would meet

Like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to

To make you mine, stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh

I am feeling so ambitious

You and me, flesh to flesh

'Cause every breath that you will take

When you are sitting next to me

Will bring life into my deepest hopes, whats your fantasy?

Whats your, whats your

I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to

To make you mine, stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone

And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

And I'm tired of you

And this horrible moment makes me want to come back home

And I'm tired of being all alone

And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

And I'm tired of being all alone

And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to

I was born to tell you I love you

And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

He is we - I Wouldn't Mind

Merrily we fall

Out of line, out of line

I'd fall anywhere with you

I'm by your side

Swinging in the rain, humming melodies

We're not going anywhere until we freeze

I'm not afraid, anymore

I'm not afraid

Forever is a long time

But I wouldn't mind spending it

By your side

Carefully we'll place for our destiny

You came and you took this heart, and set it free

Every word you write or sing is so warm to me, so warm to me

I'm torn, I'm torn to be right where you are

I'm not afraid, anymore

I'm not afraid

Forever is a long time

But I wouldn't mind spending it

By your side

Tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile

I wouldn't mind it at all

I wouldn't mind it at all

You so know me

Pinch me gently

I can hardly breathe

Forever is a long, long time

But I wouldn't mind spending it

By your side

Tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile

I wouldn't mind it at all

I wouldn't mind it at all