We went out to watch ah long. Then went to eat bk. Then the small kids went home as they got school the next day. Left four of us sitting in Clarke Quey.
I was depressed. The guy i liked totally ignored me. Results are coming pretty soon. Work is tiresome. & some thing which just too painful to type. Unfortunately the movie can't even make me laugh for a good old hour. It is funny, some part of it i want to laugh, but my mind just click back into im not suppose to laugh mode. Then talking to Pat bout some stuff. Normal ordinary stuff. Nothing peculiarly odd. Nor strangely weird. I have no idea what i just type, but im not going to erase it. I think m going out of my mind.
Anyway, so the fun part was at Clarke Quey. We crap around. For once it's nice to have a girl around at night with us. Another girl i mean. Usually only me and the boys. But now we have Pat. And she is older than me. A nice change for once. And we are legal.
So ya, since it is like Pat last day here, she said she will foot all the bills. Well, she is too rich for her own good. Got too much money to spare. Anyway the first bill came and it cost $100.50.
The second cost $70 for just 4 drinks. The 1st bill at least gave us 4 shots ,2 mocktails and 2 cocktails. So ya i think the first is way cheaper. Even though shots are just too small and hardly worth it. But hey i consumed way too much that day.
When i check on the net, it say the iced tea already has 5 units and puke factor of 3 (out of 3). A normal woman daily intake is 2-3 units. And i took a couple of sips from the iced tea. My cosmopolitan has 2 units and 1 puke factor. And our shot is B52, 3 units and 2 puke factor. So with just B52 and cosmopolitan, my intake is 5 units and 3 puke factor. Cosmopolitan, i still took sip by sip. But the B52 is a shot. So, ya. But i still feel nothing. Infact i feel much better. I felt happy. Well, not exactly happy, but it is a nice feeling. You know like hey im out with my friends chilling and i am laughing.
As i said i was sad, i just act like im not. Then alcohol make you feel better. And knowing me, i like to try new things. So Pat got malibu breeze. William got graveyard and we ordered one flaming lamborghini. Oh William is totally nice after all the kids went home. So he hardly insult me at all. Haha.
The lamborghini is a shot drink too, but it is alot, well looked alot considering it's a shot. In a martini glass. Only for one person. Pat hesistant to try, in the end i tried. It is nice, but ya i guessed i drank too much. I got headache. Not drunk yet, but close to. I am not a good drinker. I really shouldn't tried all that drink, but i am just unhappy. I feel calm after the drinks, so why not?
But it is a mistake. When you are upset, i don't think it is a good idea to drink. You are just making excuses to get wasted. I already drink beer on the 13th and champagne on the 14th. So drinking then only proved my addiction to the key of happiness.
Haiz.
The worst was that i don't want ice water after the lam, but Hannes said ya to the the waitress. Then only later on, when the headache started to come that i want ice water, but the waitress never even bring in for us. William had to ask for 2 glasses. Then we waited while Hannes and Pat played pool. When they come back, still no water. So Wil asked for 3 glasses, coz Han wanted one. Finally when we got the water, i drank it. Then kept on drinking. Drank Hannes one. Steal William one. Took the cups and put it on my temple. The coolness from ice i don't know if it help. But i guess i did feel better, until later. So i just threw it all out.
Next chapter.
Can't take it. Just sit somewhere, started confessing everything to Pat. She so stunt. She said she just don't know what to do. She never seen me cry. She said i am always the one who listen to people. Always the one who lend the shoulder for others. She just find this situation abit weird. When i am the one tears. All she could do is hug me.
So after crying out to Pat, she tried to make me feel better. We walked. She wanted to go to 7-11 to get me water. Then along the way, there is this tank. She was like, come let see the fish. I was, of all the thing you want to do to make feel better is see the fish. Ya right. Im scared of them.
In the end, we just go and sit down along the river and chat.
So sorry to William's jacket. Coz, my shirt the sleeves got wet. Then the weather got cold. I used it and i am sure it smell of puke. His jacket is so warm. The funny thing is, in the afternoon i complain to Jess that the hoodie she gave me is too bloody hot to be worn in Singapore. Even though it is thin, but i still felt warm. Then at night, i felt cold. Even with the hoodie on. So, the hoodie is too hot to be worn when there is sun, but too cold to be worn without the sun.
Oh! Even though it is not a full moon, at around 4am, the moon looked full and really bright. Yellow kind of bright not the white one.
Then, lastly i wanted to post all the taste of cocktails here, but as i kept posting, this post will lost somewhere. As in it will be one of the old posts. So ya i decided to put it on livejournal. At least now i can do something useful with my LJ.
Toodles.
