A Picture of 4.

That was us back in 2000. Haha, still small and weird looking. This is the only photo i have of us in school. MK, Michelle and So-Jeong.

This is taken for the QOO competition thing. We so badly wanna win to go to some resort or something. Imee, Arina and Michelle.

BRD time. Sophie, Jessica and Roxann.

Exam day. Sophie, Zahreen and Jessica.

Beautiful - Eminem

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fuckin' depressed
I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
In order for me to pick that mic back up
I don't know how I pry away
And I ended up in this position I'm in
I starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to pick this pen
Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit
Or come to grips, with the fact that
I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
I know some shits so hard to swallow
And I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow
But I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles

Chorus
In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woah
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you sO
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful woah
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything is so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room
Just as soon as I walk in
It's like all eyes on me
So I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation
Like I want that...
I'm not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don't need fucking man servant
Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain't even funny like
Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn
Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down
Listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes
And you don't have to walk no thousand miles

Chorus

Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands they've delt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don't expect no help
Now I could have either just
Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
But take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid
To wait but I know to unpack his bags
Never sat on the porch and hoped and prayed
For a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in
Every single place
Every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid
Aunt Edna always told me
Keep making that face till it gets stuck like that
Meanwhile I'm just standing there
Holding my tongue up trying to talk like this
Till I stuck my tongue on the frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old
I learned my lesson and cause I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no more
But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cause where you see it from where you're sitting
Is probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile
In each other's shoes, at least
What size you where?
I wear tens
Let's see if you can fit your feet

Chorus

They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you
Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world
Where they can be alone...
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through woah
Are you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you so

Yea... To my babies. Stay strong. Daddy will be home soon
And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes
That fit you, so put em on and wear em
And be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny,
Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful


Hehe, when i heard this song for the 1st time, wow. I feel like he describing my life in school. Lol. I cannot take this anymore. Oh, that is Sum41. Lol.
Oh cept the orange part, i don't really do that. I am more of a lay back kind of girl who just go with the flow. No point ruining the balance of the world. Karma, you know.
Oh well, one whole week been going home later everyday. I blame you Pat. Hahaha. Lol, nah i miss you already. Had so much fun. Well, i did skip school, so yah. Bad me! *scold self. But what can i do. Having plans made things so much more fun. I really enjoy doing all those nothingness with everyone. So great!! At least, i don't understand school, but i still bear with it, just because of all the friends i have. Thanks guys. Eminem may be rich, but he is so misunderstood.

I Am On A Mission To Find DONi

I should update huh?
Lol. Busy life.
I hate school but i am happy.
Had been laughing this pass few days.
I mean since May. Yah. Since 1st of May. Wow, not bad at all.
People bitch about me, but what is new?
Guy i like are attached, again nothing new.
School work sux and are super hard. I really feel like giving up.
Oh i already did.

Haha. Jeanne is back in town. Too bad, school is such a dread that i cant really go out with her. We are suppose to go clubbing this weekend, but Rac is sick, and so cant go Cambodia, and so we cant go out. What else, Ica going Europe, so fun. Eneng coming back for a while. The rest having exam. Or just so busy with life.

I am suppose to go to TP, but until now still so .. Sorry Mich.

Let see, well, went out with a bunch of 4eB on Sat. Eat Seoul Garden then watch Star Trek. Not bad at all. Then in the cinema got a Sci-fi people promoting themselves. They all dress in sci-fi character costume. Then got a mini blue light on the left shoulder. So cool. Oh well, if got the picture, ill upload it. Then went out with Nat to the flea market. Haha, shopping is so much fun.

Broke. Mami say cannot shop anymore. Hesh. I so love using my credit card. Love to sign it. But i know i must control myself. Haha, GSS is coming some more. Plus i want to but Kate Spade. Oh, and i want to go watch world cup. Haha, why money don't grow on tree?
Hesh.

Lastly, i met this guy i assume the name is Doni. As his book/note, the cover page got the word DONi. How i know this, ever since he got on the train, i cant stop myself from staring at him. And yes STARING. Not just looking or glancing, but actual staring. Haha, this time i am the creepy stalker. So i want to know his name, jadi i strain my eyes to see the cover of his notes just to find out what school is he from.
Well, all i see is the DONi. written on it in pen, i think.
I msg and msn the ppl in SP and NP to keep a look out for him.

Well, if you see this guy, tell me asap.
Take a photo. Send me. Stalk him.

Last seen was in MRT, red line leaning on the side of the mrt door with backpack on the ground and reading his notes. Was wearing sport shoes with ankle socks, a black knee length pants white shirt but was unseen as he was wearing a white Adidas jacket with the logo on the right. Then on the left is a picture of a soccer ball and boot with the number 25 on it. He was using a black earphone with white tips. His hand phone is Jessica's phone. The white Nokia that one. What is the name? Idk. Anyway, its in his right pants pocket. He wore a watch on his left hand and sadly a ring on the left ring finger.
He is tall and really neat. Even though he just wear something so normal and plain, he look really different from all the boys out there. He looks nice. Plus i am sure he is a really nice guy. Haha, no, not really. But i really cant stop staring at him. Didn't get a chance to talk to him though. Hesh. Another chance missed.

In Between Age

I am stuck between adulthood and teens.
Crap Britney song,
im not a girl, not yet a woman.
I so feel so stuck.

Whatever She Wants

These are my 3 fav songs of the moment. I love the Plain White T since like ages ago. But still it reflects a girl being a bitch and doing whatever she likes until she over-ruled her boyfriend. Made her boyfriend pissed off.
I don't know, i find it being in power. Like a girl can do what guys can do. It is time for girls to stand up to all the ill treat guys did. Like stop having the guys to be in power.

Right Round - Flo Rida f/ Kesha
[Flo Rida]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Kesha]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Flo Rida]
Hey
Hopped out of that house with my swagger
Hop in that with girl, I got places to go! People to see, time is precious
I look at my crowd and they out of control
Just like my mind where I'm going
No women, no shorties, no nothin but clothes
No stoppin now, my parolees on role
I like my jewelry, that's always on gold
I know the storm is comin
My pockets keep tellin me it's gonna shower
Call up my homies that's home
Then pop in the night cuz it's meant to be ours
We keep a fade away shot cuz we ballin
It's platinum patron that be ours
Lil mama, I owe you just like the flowers
Girl you to drink with all that and power clubs
[Flo Rida]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Kesha]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Flo Rida]
From the top of the pole I watch her go down
She got me throwin my money around
Ain't nothin more beautiful to be found
It's goin down down.
From the top of the pole I watch her go down
She got me throwin my money around
Ain't nothin more beautiful to be found
It's goin down down
[Flo Rida]
Hey
Shawty must know I'm not playin
My money love her like a numba one fan
Don't look at my mouth, let her talk to my fans
My Benjamin Franklins
A couple of grands, I got rubber bands
My paper planes makin a dance
Get dirty all night, that's part of my thing
Keep building castles that's made out of sand
She's amazing, the fire blazing
Hotter than... Girl won't you move a lil closer?
Time to get paid, it's maximum wage
That body belong on a poster
I'm in a daze, that bottom is wavin' at me
Like damn it I know you
You wanna show like a gun out of holster
Tell me whatever and I'll be your roper...
[Flo Rida]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Kesha]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Flo Rida]
From the top of the pole I watch her go down
She got me throwin my money around
Ain't nothin more beautiful to be found
It's goin down down
From the top of the pole I watch her go down
She got me throwin my money around
Ain't nothin more beautiful to be found
It's goin down down
[Flo Rida]
I'm spendin my money
I'm out of control
Somebody help me
She's takin my bank roll.
But I'm king of the club
And I'm wearin the crown
Poppin these bottles
Touchin these models
Watchin they asses go down down
[Flo Rida]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Kesha]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Flo Rida]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Kesha]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
When you go down, when you go down down

Whatever you like - T.I
You know them old sugar daddies
They be tricking they tell them girls
I said you can have whatever you like
I said you can have whatever you like
Yeah
[Chorus:]
Stacks on deck. Patron on ice.
We can pop bottles all night
Baby you can have whatever you like
I said you can have whatever you like.
Yeah
Late night sex, so wet and so tight
I'll gas up the jet for you tonight and baby you can go wherever you like
I said you can go wherever you like
Yeah
Anytime you want to pick up the telephone you
know that it ain't nothing to drop a couple stacks on you
If you want it you can get it my dear
5 millions dollars homes drop the business I swear.
Yeah
I want your body. I need your body.
As long as you got me you won't need nobody
You want it, I got it. Go get it, I'll buy it
Tell them other broke niggas be quiet
[Chorus]
Shawty you the hottest. Love the way you drop it.
Brain so good could've sworn you went to college.
100k deposit. Vacations in the tropics
And everybody know it ain't tricking if you got it
You ain't never ever gotta go in your wallet.
Long as I got rubberband banks in my pocket.
5 6 rides wit rims and a body kit.
You ain't gotta downgrade you can get what I get
My chick can have what she want.
And go in any store for any bag she wants.
She ain't never had a man like that.
To buy you anything your heart desire like that.
I want your body, I need your body.
Long as you got me, you won't need nobody.
You want it, I got it. Go get it, I'll buy it.
Tell them other broke niggas be quiet.
[Chorus]
Talk big boy rides & big boy ice
Let me put this big boy in your life.
That thing get so wet & hit so right
Let me put this big boy in your life. that's right.
I want your body, I need your body.
Long as you got me, you won't need nobody.
You want it, I got it. Go get it, I'll buy it.
Tell them other broke niggas be quiet.
[Chorus]

Please don't do this to me - Plain White T
You call me in the middle of the night
Saying that you just got home
You're lucky I'm even still awake
Awake enough to answer the phone
But I knew it would be you
'cause I was hoping that you'd call
Hoping you'd say that you were sorry
But you don't apologize at all
And it's not ok and it's not alright
What have you been doing with those guys all night?
If they're really just friends
Why wouldn't you choose me over them?
Please don't do this again
I try to give you the space you need
But you end up walking all over me
Please don't do this to me
Oh no, please don't do this to me
You call me in the middle of the night
So drunk you're ready to pass out
Tellin' me you had a great time
Except for that hour you blacked out
Now you're surprised that I'm pissed
you think I'm acting all tough
Well I think you're acting like a bitch
And I swear this time I've had enough
Why do you have to push me so hard?
you're pushing me away
I ask, please don't do this to me
but you're doing it anyway
And it's not ok and it's not alright
You can't fool me, so don't even try
And it's not ok and it's not alright
What have you been doing with those guys all night?

Over all Trip to HK

So anyway, in Hk, get to do lots of stuff for the 1st time.
Or see things for the first time.
Or just something, you hardly do at all.
Lame i know, but oh well.

- Of course the first thing is i tried lots of different drinks.
- Tried shisha.
- Sneaking out of the house.
- Going out till late twice in a row.
- Run away while people is still the bathroom.
- Do lots of new stuff
- Saw a model being shot by lots of photographs.
- Saw a tv show production. Movie or tv show? I am not sure, coz i do not know the actor. He was being touched up by the make up artist. Man, so gay. Looks gay i mean.

What else. Ermmm.. Oh.
- Get into a gallery in the Beijing Club website
(haha, my 1 min of FAME)
- Get into VIP without Ica help
- Get a free VIP card for discount to some restaurant
Well, i cannot remember what else. I guessed have a lot more, but ..

To Sop: Juice details are not to be shared.
You don't kiss and tell.

Last words. If only i know why guys are such idiotic creatures. When you already get hold of someone, why did you let her go?

I'm Back With Weird People Adding Me

I'm in Sg.
Gosh i miss HK already. Even though it's like what, a few hours after leaving. Anyway, i am sure they all are having fun.
Ahhh.. I so want to go to club no.9 for the event tonight.
Or maybe go DragonI with ica.
Both should be fun.

Oh well, i should stop whining and focus on task at hand.
In a couple of weeks, there will be our gathering.
Then i guess, i have to go out with some of the people i put behind.
Explore Singapore!!

Should enjoy life in here too.
As life is not about holiday and fun all the time.

Today we went to eat lobster linguine. Finally. Mhuauaua. Nice.

Then, i had to walked a super long way to Gate 56. The map say 20 minutes from check in point. I had to rushed there, coz i was late. Man. When reached gate, there are still queue. Some more the plane is delayed as someone is still not boarding the plane, even though they already bagged in. Oh well, they had to bring out the bag, that's why took so long.

This time the plane is 2 4 2. And i got the isle seat. And beside me is like grandparents and grandson. The boy parents are like seating some where else. So bad letting the grandparents take care of him. Then that little boy is annoying. Plus the grandma talked non-stop. You know grandma naggy way. Anyway, they are from Indonesia and can only speak that and Chinese. They do not understand English at all.
So when the f.attendance was like please put the hand rail down, she just smiled. And after a repeat, Chinese is spoken. And she was like my grandson is sleeping. Man it's airplane rules.

And so..
What's up with today.
Tonight i mean.
It is like TAGGED on fire or sth. I got like strange guys adding me as friends. And ask for msn. And knowing me, i can't say no. Well to some, i wanna see what type of person they are. So anyway, gave them msn, and yeah. They all just started to talk and be friendly just the same.
It was like last time.
But this time, i feel like, i want to go back to HK and meet real guys. Not horny guys on msn chatting you up. Even though they are away by cyber, but I feel more safe in HK. Hahaha.

Used to like talking to new people. Weird people. Strange people. Horny people. Desperate people. It is fun getting to know them and get your conclusion on what kind of people they are and see if the world has change. Apparently not.

And Pat, i'm just typing words up. So, i am safe, ok? Besides, i get to try out different intro, and practice on my speech for meeting new people. So, it's all good.

Anyway, i found it.
http://www.beijingclub.com.hk/album-20090213.html

Last words. If only i know why guys are such idiotic creatures. When you already get hold of someone, why did you let her go?

I Gone Wild

Lan Kwai Fong

On the 2nd week, of Friday night.
Cavern. Need to pay 100. Which will entitle us with one free drink. Beer, red or white wine, vodka, rum, G&T or sodas. They have live bands, which is pretty cool. They play non-stop. So it is song after song after song. And they mix the ending of the song with the starting of the new song beautifully.

At first we were just standing near the bar. As, well, only there you can lean against it. We cannot go through VIP area. Man, first time feel so helpless. Haha.

So when the band started, more people was on the dance floor. We went out to sit. While Jeanne was gone, the waitress came over. And she was talking to the person behind me. Guessed what? She already had 7 Budweiser. And she is better than fine.

So, well, we were sort of waiting for Jason to come. He wanted to take us to some club where we could drink for free. So infront of me on my right side, there was a table of people. And when ever i looked at that direction, well, i will be seeing this guy. He is old though, but never the less, i just smile. Then because of that, whenever my head turn in that direction, he will be looking.

Then, there is just this cute guy in a sky blue button down shirt. He and his friends just get in like that. The girl, kiss the bouncer/manager on the cheek. So yah, they all are vips. The other guy is in a suit. Then later on that guy was dancing on the stage with some girl. While i was like where the heck is the friend. But ya sadly i cannot find him.

Jason called, but of course the background noise was too loud. So i asked him to text us. Then he was waiting at the main road 7-11. Some how i knew where that was.

Then so, i walked in the bar, in final searched for that guy. Oh well, it was not meant to be.

Met Jason. He was alone.

Sugar: Fred was at the door. We had to take escalator up. There were 2 other girls with us. I only remembered one of them named Rachel. In the end they decided to stay behind. So we had to like give our ID and stuff. Because of him, we get to get in for free. Well, turn out the club is just too quiet. There are lots of local guys around though. The place is nice. Bar, dance floor and VIP area. So, it is a good place to have your party there.

So, off we went to Club no.9 which is like the club me and Jeanne wanted to go. So cool, we got our wish after all. Then, instead of one friend, we met up with 3. One of them, his name should be Henry, is just way too young to be clubbing. He will remind you of a younger brother. So in my case it's Yogi. He has just the cutest baby face ever. Innocent and nice. Then we asked him how old is he. He said 18. Aw. Cute. Then of course it turn out it was his first time clubbing.

Anyway, he is like in high school. In Sg will be JC. So they all are upper sixth boys. A level this year. Better study hard, stop clubbing.

We told him, oh after you graduate, do not go to HKU. If not you'll be spoil like Jason.

Then after check ID and stuff, we went in. Had to take escalator twice. Then climb a cute spiral stairs. Oh you can hear the music from bellow. So anyway, the rule is, you have to put your bag in the coat check. And you have to pay. So we stuff Jeanne's bag into mine. So, we only have to pay for one. When we all got in, we got this free drink coupon. Jeanne was jokingly said put in our bra. But seriously i did that. I was reminded of Minny from Jennifer Cruise book. She just stuffed money in her bra. Make use of what you got.

The club is so cute. It is round, and in the centre is totally block, and you cannot do anything. Then on one side is where the sofas and table are. The opposite side is the dance floor and a DJ booth. Behind the DJ booth is the VIP area. There were 2 bars, on opposite end too.

I was leaning against the bar, coz the guy on my left, next to Jason is just beyond cute. Seriously cute. Baby cute!!

Then Jeanne was like, that guy is cute, the guy who was talking to another girl. The scarf boy. Yup. He was also cute. Then another one, this one tall and lean. OMG!! I've gone to heaven. Cute trios. All friends. All cute. All different. And i do not mind which one i end up with. I want all 3!!

And i purposely bang into the scarf guy a few times. He was so not making his move. Then again, of course we were with 4 guys already. But still..

Then, we took photo. one of them sneak in the camera. How cool is that? Can take photo. Fun. At least got memory. Hehe.So Jason got us a drink. But he got us Calsberg, oh all thing. Bloody Liverpool fan. And his friend came to us, we were in a corner talking bout the trios, and asked for the coupon. He talked to Jeanne. Jeanne asked me. Honestly, i was not thinking. I just pulled it out from my bra. Just like that. In front of him. Jeanne was like hahaha, you really put it there? Kinda shocked but found the whole situation funny. Of course only the next day then i realised what i did. I totally just pull something out of my bra in front of him. OMG! Wonder what he thought.

I went to bar to get my drink, and he was asking me how old i am. I said 19. Turn out he is only 18. Oh my. So young. He so don't behave that way.

Was at first dancing all 6 of us. We kept walking in to the dance floor. And going around again. We were walking in circles around the club. It's a cute situation.

We made Henry dance. Since it was his first time, so he should have as much fun as possible. Jason hold my hand and put it on Henry's hip and we sort of like help him to move it. Haha, so cute. I feel much more relax then and there. It was fun teasing a small boy. We just make him dance. Whenever he slow down, i will shake his shoulder. Jeanne kind of make him dance too. Poor guy. But he sure got lots of stamina.

Then well Jason just want to be with Jeanne. So left me and 3 guys. We just got bumped a lot. That is just the dance floor. Then the guys end up behind and on both sides on me. There is a guy who walked past, and he looked at me, smiled, turned to his left, said something to his friend. His friend came over to me, and started dancing. I was like, wth, i already got 3 guys. But i just smiled all the time. Then he sort of give me a friendly nudge on my cheek saying that you're cute and he left smiling.

I seriously don't know what happened, but we sort of get together again. Then walked around again, i guessed. Then Jeanne got asked lots by random guys. One of them is Eugene, who invited her to the event the coming Wednesday, which was the event Yandi invited us to. Jeanne and i was like ditching the guys. So we walked around, and we liked hey here and there, coz everyone just say hi and smile. And at the same time, 4 guys will be following behind.

....

Next, we, they sort of pull me to them. You know i am so short and small, that i get eaten alive there. Thanks to them, i get to cross over. Then he been doing that. Guiding, leading, protecting. What a nice person. Good characteristic. He is so nice. I felt protected with him there. When he hold my hand and pull me towards him, pushing other people out of the way, making room for me to walk and sort of block me from other dancers.

Oh well. Then, Jason and Jeanne went out to get some air. Jeanne talked to Henry and the other guy and asked them to take care of me. But the one who really did is that guy. So we just end up dancing. Getting closer and closer. He spoke Cantonese with his friends. I try to catch what he said, but can't understand. And eventually the friends left us alone. Sort of.

It was nice being held in his arms. I felt safe and relax. I want that feeling. The feeling that i can just chill. And i did. With him around.

Well, i got my wish, to enjoy dancing without thinking.Then i don't know what happened. My eyes were close. But suddenly he was no longer around. And i saw Jeanne and Jason. And after that, i do not know what happened. I think i was being drugged. Haha, but well, some guy started dancing with me. And i danced for a while. Then turned back to Jeanne. Jason was like dancing around us. Then Jason was like, "so was he good?" And i was like "what did your friend say?" He told me his friend say i am good. Wonder what his friend told him. Honestly i wanna know what happened. Then Jason was liked putting his arm around that stranger, then on me and made us dance with each other. Honestly i thought he was friend with the guy, but of course he did not.

I ended up dancing with him. We tried to talk, but i cannot remember about what. Then the club is just so noisy. So like really hard to hear what he said. And he intro me to his friend, who is just so tall. I had to glanced up to see him. I do remembered he was muscular though. Slim but his hand is just solid rock. Muscle and stuff. I wonder how much work out he did. We danced. It seems like forever. His friend linger around, and gone and stuff.

Finally i saw the J friends. I stopped him. He was liked, yah? I tried to send a silent note to tell him to help me out here. In fact i think i did say out the word. Hahaha. And honestly, i was so disappointed when he did not do anything, i ended up just shaking my head.

The white shirt guy was like, is that your bf. I cannot say anything except no. And i saw him disappeared. But of course i got someone to dance with. And i just use him to distract myself away from that guy. He offered me a cig, i said no. In the end, we shared one. And after that, Jeanne was close to us, so i pulled her. I asked her to go toilet. And so we went. Then i told him i'm going. My right hand was on Jeanne, pulling her. While, he hold my left hand and refused to let me go. He tugged on it, until i had to turn around. But lucky got Jeanne to tell him, we are going toilet.

And i was sober.

Jason went with us of course. Instead of going back to the dance floor. We went the other way. Finally there are seats for us. The sofa felt so comfortable. Planned for a while, in the end, we wanted to go to Mac for breakfast. But i do not want to leave. Jason had to pull me out of the sofa. So they walked way ahead of us. He did not even talked to me. It was liked we were strangers again. I wonder if he regret what he did. Or was he disappointed that i dance with other guy. I really want to know what he thought of me.

Reached the PEAK

Libra:
You love games but there is a chance that you don't treat anything seriously. Turn your love of variety into an appreciation of the rules and how to live by them creatively and honestly.

This is so true.

Anyway, on Friday went to the Peak. It was fun taking the tram and stuff. Plus we walked a lot. We walked down to the half peak. Then we walked to the camping side. Then walked all the way through the morning trail. The morning trail alone is already 2.9km.
So when we reached down, we took bus number 13. Which cost us HK$5. If we took the tram down, it will cost you HK$33. See, we saved money.

I am so broke. I use up HK$2100 in 2 weeks. Honestly, when you go shopping, you just want to buy everything. There are already so many things we consider. If we did not, that will be another HK$2000 gone. I cannot believed i spent so much money. Then the thing is, i never buy anything for anybody. I am so sorry, but honestly i am broke beyond repair.

Plus, so many people birthday are coming, and it is just so hard. I do not know what to get for them. Crap crap crap.

Last words. If only i know why guys are such idiotic creatures. When you already get hold of someone, why did you let her go?

I Like Mango Dessert

So we made these chocolate covered potato chips. It is nice. But, turn out to be soggy. We put it in the freezer, and it was so good. Frozen and cold. That's why we put in the refigerator, but it turn out to be soggy.
I don't know where it go wrong. But isn't it suppose to be crispy and crunchy?

So, i cannot believe it's already Wednesday. A week more till i return back home. That's kind of fast. I mean hey, i've been here for 10 days already? Just wow, isn't it?

Arggghhh..
I don't wanna go home. I like it here.
Honestly, weight both side of Sg and Hk, there is not much different. Even though my home is at Sg, i like my freedom here. I like staying without parent. Plus, the fact it's a service apartment, so we do not have to vaccum and stuff. Just need to do laundry. So, it was fun.

I love the super cold weather. I know i say it a lot of time but still.
I like having to finally wear a jacket cause it is a necessity.
I like that you do not look like a fool wearing it.
I like being the tourist that i am.
I can just walk around and heck care what people think.
I can do anything i want, and it will be over.
I like being a wild tourist bitch.
Or is it a slut?
Anyway, i love the mango desert, which i had been eating everday.
I like the fact that i do not have to think.
Only wish i have more money though.

P.s. Happy Birthday Kalai. We shall go out and celebrate when i come back, ya.