Monday, April 13, 2009
In Between Age
Crap Britney song,
im not a girl, not yet a woman.
I so feel so stuck.
Monday, March 09, 2009
Whatever She Wants
I don't know, i find it being in power. Like a girl can do what guys can do. It is time for girls to stand up to all the ill treat guys did. Like stop having the guys to be in power.
Right Round - Flo Rida f/ Kesha
[Flo Rida]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Kesha]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Flo Rida]
Hey
Hopped out of that house with my swagger
Hop in that with girl, I got places to go! People to see, time is precious
I look at my crowd and they out of control
Just like my mind where I'm going
No women, no shorties, no nothin but clothes
No stoppin now, my parolees on role
I like my jewelry, that's always on gold
I know the storm is comin
My pockets keep tellin me it's gonna shower
Call up my homies that's home
Then pop in the night cuz it's meant to be ours
We keep a fade away shot cuz we ballin
It's platinum patron that be ours
Lil mama, I owe you just like the flowers
Girl you to drink with all that and power clubs
[Flo Rida]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Kesha]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Flo Rida]
From the top of the pole I watch her go down
She got me throwin my money around
Ain't nothin more beautiful to be found
It's goin down down.
From the top of the pole I watch her go down
She got me throwin my money around
Ain't nothin more beautiful to be found
It's goin down down
[Flo Rida]
Hey
Shawty must know I'm not playin
My money love her like a numba one fan
Don't look at my mouth, let her talk to my fans
My Benjamin Franklins
A couple of grands, I got rubber bands
My paper planes makin a dance
Get dirty all night, that's part of my thing
Keep building castles that's made out of sand
She's amazing, the fire blazing
Hotter than... Girl won't you move a lil closer?
Time to get paid, it's maximum wage
That body belong on a poster
I'm in a daze, that bottom is wavin' at me
Like damn it I know you
You wanna show like a gun out of holster
Tell me whatever and I'll be your roper...
[Flo Rida]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Kesha]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Flo Rida]
From the top of the pole I watch her go down
She got me throwin my money around
Ain't nothin more beautiful to be found
It's goin down down
From the top of the pole I watch her go down
She got me throwin my money around
Ain't nothin more beautiful to be found
It's goin down down
[Flo Rida]
I'm spendin my money
I'm out of control
Somebody help me
She's takin my bank roll.
But I'm king of the club
And I'm wearin the crown
Poppin these bottles
Touchin these models
Watchin they asses go down down
[Flo Rida]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Kesha]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Flo Rida]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
[Kesha]
You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down
When you go down, when you go down down
Whatever you like - T.I
You know them old sugar daddies
They be tricking they tell them girls
I said you can have whatever you like
I said you can have whatever you like
Yeah
[Chorus:]
Stacks on deck. Patron on ice.
We can pop bottles all night
Baby you can have whatever you like
I said you can have whatever you like.
Yeah
Late night sex, so wet and so tight
I'll gas up the jet for you tonight and baby you can go wherever you like
I said you can go wherever you like
Yeah
Anytime you want to pick up the telephone you
know that it ain't nothing to drop a couple stacks on you
If you want it you can get it my dear
5 millions dollars homes drop the business I swear.
Yeah
I want your body. I need your body.
As long as you got me you won't need nobody
You want it, I got it. Go get it, I'll buy it
Tell them other broke niggas be quiet
[Chorus]
Shawty you the hottest. Love the way you drop it.
Brain so good could've sworn you went to college.
100k deposit. Vacations in the tropics
And everybody know it ain't tricking if you got it
You ain't never ever gotta go in your wallet.
Long as I got rubberband banks in my pocket.
5 6 rides wit rims and a body kit.
You ain't gotta downgrade you can get what I get
My chick can have what she want.
And go in any store for any bag she wants.
She ain't never had a man like that.
To buy you anything your heart desire like that.
I want your body, I need your body.
Long as you got me, you won't need nobody.
You want it, I got it. Go get it, I'll buy it.
Tell them other broke niggas be quiet.
[Chorus]
Talk big boy rides & big boy ice
Let me put this big boy in your life.
That thing get so wet & hit so right
Let me put this big boy in your life. that's right.
I want your body, I need your body.
Long as you got me, you won't need nobody.
You want it, I got it. Go get it, I'll buy it.
Tell them other broke niggas be quiet.
[Chorus]
Please don't do this to me - Plain White T
You call me in the middle of the night
Saying that you just got home
You're lucky I'm even still awake
Awake enough to answer the phone
But I knew it would be you
'cause I was hoping that you'd call
Hoping you'd say that you were sorry
But you don't apologize at all
And it's not ok and it's not alright
What have you been doing with those guys all night?
If they're really just friends
Why wouldn't you choose me over them?
Please don't do this again
I try to give you the space you need
But you end up walking all over me
Please don't do this to me
Oh no, please don't do this to me
You call me in the middle of the night
So drunk you're ready to pass out
Tellin' me you had a great time
Except for that hour you blacked out
Now you're surprised that I'm pissed
you think I'm acting all tough
Well I think you're acting like a bitch
And I swear this time I've had enough
Why do you have to push me so hard?
you're pushing me away
I ask, please don't do this to me
but you're doing it anyway
And it's not ok and it's not alright
You can't fool me, so don't even try
And it's not ok and it's not alright
What have you been doing with those guys all night?
Friday, February 27, 2009
Over all Trip to HK
Or see things for the first time.
Or just something, you hardly do at all.
Lame i know, but oh well.
- Of course the first thing is i tried lots of different drinks.
- Tried shisha.
- Sneaking out of the house.
- Going out till late twice in a row.
- Run away while people is still the bathroom.
- Do lots of new stuff
- Saw a model being shot by lots of photographs.
- Saw a tv show production. Movie or tv show? I am not sure, coz i do not know the actor. He was being touched up by the make up artist. Man, so gay. Looks gay i mean.
What else. Ermmm.. Oh.
- Get into a gallery in the Beijing Club website
(haha, my 1 min of FAME)
- Get into VIP without Ica help
- Get a free VIP card for discount to some restaurant
Well, i cannot remember what else. I guessed have a lot more, but ..
To Sop: Juice details are not to be shared.
You don't kiss and tell.
Last words. If only i know why guys are such idiotic creatures. When you already get hold of someone, why did you let her go?
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
I'm Back With Weird People Adding Me
Gosh i miss HK already. Even though it's like what, a few hours after leaving. Anyway, i am sure they all are having fun.
Ahhh.. I so want to go to club no.9 for the event tonight.
Or maybe go DragonI with ica.
Both should be fun.
Oh well, i should stop whining and focus on task at hand.
In a couple of weeks, there will be our gathering.
Then i guess, i have to go out with some of the people i put behind.
Explore Singapore!!
Should enjoy life in here too.
As life is not about holiday and fun all the time.
Today we went to eat lobster linguine. Finally. Mhuauaua. Nice.
Then, i had to walked a super long way to Gate 56. The map say 20 minutes from check in point. I had to rushed there, coz i was late. Man. When reached gate, there are still queue. Some more the plane is delayed as someone is still not boarding the plane, even though they already bagged in. Oh well, they had to bring out the bag, that's why took so long.
This time the plane is 2 4 2. And i got the isle seat. And beside me is like grandparents and grandson. The boy parents are like seating some where else. So bad letting the grandparents take care of him. Then that little boy is annoying. Plus the grandma talked non-stop. You know grandma naggy way. Anyway, they are from Indonesia and can only speak that and Chinese. They do not understand English at all.
So when the f.attendance was like please put the hand rail down, she just smiled. And after a repeat, Chinese is spoken. And she was like my grandson is sleeping. Man it's airplane rules.
And so..
What's up with today.
Tonight i mean.
It is like TAGGED on fire or sth. I got like strange guys adding me as friends. And ask for msn. And knowing me, i can't say no. Well to some, i wanna see what type of person they are. So anyway, gave them msn, and yeah. They all just started to talk and be friendly just the same.
It was like last time.
But this time, i feel like, i want to go back to HK and meet real guys. Not horny guys on msn chatting you up. Even though they are away by cyber, but I feel more safe in HK. Hahaha.
Used to like talking to new people. Weird people. Strange people. Horny people. Desperate people. It is fun getting to know them and get your conclusion on what kind of people they are and see if the world has change. Apparently not.
And Pat, i'm just typing words up. So, i am safe, ok? Besides, i get to try out different intro, and practice on my speech for meeting new people. So, it's all good.
Anyway, i found it.
http://www.beijingclub.com.hk/album-20090213.html
Last words. If only i know why guys are such idiotic creatures. When you already get hold of someone, why did you let her go?
I Gone Wild
Cavern. Need to pay 100. Which will entitle us with one free drink. Beer, red or white wine, vodka, rum, G&T or sodas. They have live bands, which is pretty cool. They play non-stop. So it is song after song after song. And they mix the ending of the song with the starting of the new song beautifully.
Sugar: Fred was at the door. We had to take escalator up. There were 2 other girls with us. I only remembered one of them named Rachel. In the end they decided to stay behind. So we had to like give our ID and stuff. Because of him, we get to get in for free. Well, turn out the club is just too quiet. There are lots of local guys around though. The place is nice. Bar, dance floor and VIP area. So, it is a good place to have your party there.
So, off we went to Club no.9 which is like the club me and Jeanne wanted to go. So cool, we got our wish after all. Then, instead of one friend, we met up with 3. One of them, his name should be Henry, is just way too young to be clubbing. He will remind you of a younger brother. So in my case it's Yogi. He has just the cutest baby face ever. Innocent and nice. Then we asked him how old is he. He said 18. Aw. Cute. Then of course it turn out it was his first time clubbing.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Reached the PEAK
You love games but there is a chance that you don't treat anything seriously. Turn your love of variety into an appreciation of the rules and how to live by them creatively and honestly.
This is so true.
Anyway, on Friday went to the Peak. It was fun taking the tram and stuff. Plus we walked a lot. We walked down to the half peak. Then we walked to the camping side. Then walked all the way through the morning trail. The morning trail alone is already 2.9km.
So when we reached down, we took bus number 13. Which cost us HK$5. If we took the tram down, it will cost you HK$33. See, we saved money.
I am so broke. I use up HK$2100 in 2 weeks. Honestly, when you go shopping, you just want to buy everything. There are already so many things we consider. If we did not, that will be another HK$2000 gone. I cannot believed i spent so much money. Then the thing is, i never buy anything for anybody. I am so sorry, but honestly i am broke beyond repair.
Plus, so many people birthday are coming, and it is just so hard. I do not know what to get for them. Crap crap crap.
Last words. If only i know why guys are such idiotic creatures. When you already get hold of someone, why did you let her go?
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
I Like Mango Dessert
So we made these chocolate covered potato chips. It is nice. But, turn out to be soggy. We put it in the freezer, and it was so good. Frozen and cold. That's why we put in the refigerator, but it turn out to be soggy.
I don't know where it go wrong. But isn't it suppose to be crispy and crunchy?
So, i cannot believe it's already Wednesday. A week more till i return back home. That's kind of fast. I mean hey, i've been here for 10 days already? Just wow, isn't it?
Arggghhh..
I don't wanna go home. I like it here.
Honestly, weight both side of Sg and Hk, there is not much different. Even though my home is at Sg, i like my freedom here. I like staying without parent. Plus, the fact it's a service apartment, so we do not have to vaccum and stuff. Just need to do laundry. So, it was fun.
I love the super cold weather. I know i say it a lot of time but still.
I like having to finally wear a jacket cause it is a necessity.
I like that you do not look like a fool wearing it.
I like being the tourist that i am.
I can just walk around and heck care what people think.
I can do anything i want, and it will be over.
I like being a wild tourist bitch.
Or is it a slut?
Anyway, i love the mango desert, which i had been eating everday.
I like the fact that i do not have to think.
Only wish i have more money though.
P.s. Happy Birthday Kalai. We shall go out and celebrate when i come back, ya.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Laughters, Lasers, Lamesters and Fogs
So this is the cruise.
Btw, ever see me had fun with a laughter?
This is taken on my first day here.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
To HongKong

Look at that!!
That's the view from the apartment. Cool right?
So as usual the immigration asked me lots of question. For the rest of the people, they only took a while. For me, it was forever. They scan my visa to China - hello, not related. Then they kept scanning other pages too. Then asked a whole lot of weird questions. Well, not weird, normal actually. "How long, you're staying?"
"Where will you be staying?"
"Can i see your return ticket?"
"Do you have the Singapore card?"
Well, i was warned that they're going to do that. Then again, they always do that. I was in Vietnam, and they asked weird question. I went in Phuket they thought the guy behind me was my boyfriend. Please, i am never going to sell my body in a foreign country. Not anywhere, really.
As i said to Sophie before. I am not pretty enough to be a prostitute.
Anyway, the T1 airport in Sg is so bad. Burger King closed down. There was no Starbucks or Coffee Bean. Man, i reached early and it was not crowded at all. Then i had to just walked around. I should had went in as there was all the coffee i need. Then, my gate which was D40 was open way before time. Then when i went in, i finally knew why. There was 2 long queues to get in gate D40. So many China couple who had gone through mid-life crisis. Then a few Indians, so strange. Anyway, it was full house. And i got the worse seat ever. I hate middle seat. Just my luck, that was what i had, the middle of the middle, sandwich between uncute guys. Hmph.
I can laugh!!
I was watching Sex and the City. Then it was family guy, follow by some other comedy sitcom. I was laughing at it. So strange, i do not usually laugh at those shows. Let alone find them funny. But it was not pretty cute.
Took the train from airport to Kowloon. Jeanne and Raissa was waiting for me there. It was fun taking the train. It cost HK$100 though. That was kind of expensive. So the place was like Vivo City. You can see people walking around carrying luggage. So, we walked around the shopping centre to get lunch. Spicy noodles and dim sum, but it was not spicy at all.
The service apartment is so cool. Pretty huge for HK standard. So, anyway that Sunday, we walked around to don't know where. Actually i know. We used to stay there. The hotel there i mean. I remembered the place. Cool huh?
Told Jeanne that yes we've been there before, and she was like, "Huh? Really?" Well, she did not remember at all. Haha, so cool. I remembered all the places. The expensive place which is like Paragon, remembered that too. Honestly, i just don't know there name. So, yah, we just walked around. H&M is just H&M. Cheap, i guessed, but not really. I looked damn good in a Jason Mraz style hat. Should i buy it?
Then, there was the mini stores that sell all the teenagers stuff. It was like Far East. Only most of the shops are like Q-box. Then there was one that sell HK$175 colour contact for 1 year. Oh man, now without contacts, suddenly all the cute stuff uses contacts. I wanna get blue contacts and dye my hair blue.
Watched Bride wars with Pat on Saturday. Went home at like around 2am. Haven't packed, so obviously i never sleep. Since i had to wake up early for the flight. But cause of that, i wanted blue hair. I wanna be a Smurfs.
So we talked. And i asked what is the HK traditional food. They laughed and said, "Curry fish balls, lao puo ping, ..."
I was liked, "Oh Sg also has that!"
"Oh? Really?"
Wow, i didn't know they were surprised. Apparently Jeanne does not know lao puo ping or the whatever else she talked about exist at first.
Then, they showed me the bar, basically the place that chill out in. It was like Clarke Quey. Except the place was on a hill. So it was like up side down U-shape kind of road and surround it was filled with bars. They said at night, then the roads will be filled with people.
We ate some pizza with beers. Rais as usual just order the beer. Even though she was underage. There was the sign that they only sell it to above 18. I am sure he had his doubt, but the place was empty, so he will surely just sell it to us. The pizza is weird. No tomato, a little of the tomato paste on it. I like it that way. It is much better than normal pizza. But still kind of weird.
So, moral of the story, just order like as if you are overage. If get caught, well, i don't know what to do. But if you can not order, then let those who can order and steal it from them. But i got a cider instead of beer. As usual it's nice, but i prefer cold beer. Much more refreshing and less high maintenance. Haha, that's a first right?
The area in a corner was filled with mixed Thai food. Like Thai-Viet, Thai-Malaysia, Indian, etc food. When we just walked in only, they straight away pull you to them and ask you to look at the menu. Normal business stuff, but it can so get on your nerve, you know. So, the 3 Indian guys was just pushing their luck. So irritating. They flirted and told you how pretty you look and stuff. Jeanne said the first time they came there, Raissa screamed. Haha, good for her. So cute.
Then when we went back home, we walked around the Victoria Harbour. The again, got creepy Indian sort of guy asked us out. Me and Rais went into a coffee shop to ignore him. Then we went out again with a small cake for Jeanne's birthday. Again we met the guy. He followed us around. Kept asking for our number. Well, i do not lie when i said i do not have a number. I am not from HK. His 2 friends was just in front of him, laughing and trying to see how far he go. Or just waiting and seeing how silly he is. But, too bad. I mean if he choose other girls, i am sure he had a better chance.
We are so looking for native people. Or maybe mixed. Yes, mixed will be good.
Bought cuttlefish, which originated from Korea which cost HK$20. That is just ex for a piece of squid, but it taste so good. I want more. Yup, i should buy more.
Monday, just stayed home. Rest, catch up, whatever. Ate on-called Chinese food for dinner. No wonder, these people can't stop eating. The food here is just way nicer. Plus the weather is to die for. It is still kind of winter, so it is cold. Especially at night. Windy. Nice.
The apartment is like a hotel. I think it used to be a hotel. Since it was all carpeted and has air-con like in the hotels. Plus, all the doors has sign that said "Suite A***"
The air is colder on the pathway to the lobby, then outside. Especially the laundry room. Tiany always said, "went down to the laundry room." I thought it was really an apartment which is normal flats. But it is not. It is really like a hotel. When you're inside, you have to walk the corridors, to get to your door. And the laundry place is on our floor. So, that was another communication at fault.
Our neighbours, lots of models. But mostly they stay like for a while. However, until now, still do not see one. Only the females. The rich and glamorous. Just whoa!
Today, right now, just waiting for them to finish school so we can go to Tsim Sat Tsui to eat mango desert. The last time we went there, the place was so crowded. Oh Tsim Sat Tsui, was where we used to stay. A place to walked around. Like Orchard road.
Oh well, i had to wait and prepare myself for a long walk to the MTR.
Hongkong was like a 2nd home, and now it is kind of, for everyone. Oh, Reyner can take the MTR by himself to go home. That is impressive.
The things that change around here:
- The people. It was like now, there are just many tourists around. But they feel belong. Like foreigners working here.
- Last time it is hard to speak Chinese to them. Now, English is alright. Sort of.
- Many other races around.
I know that is like all about the people living here. But it's true. It is just different. I don't know. Jeanne said it's not. But i just feel that it is different. Plus the fact their fashion is being copied in Sg. While they copy from Japan. In poly, you can see some of these fashion. So, it is still cool seeing it here, but not unique anymore.
The only thing is, if you wear all those funny clothing, you look normal here. In Sg, you'll stand out. It depend on how well you can dress. If well, then you just look really great. If not, you'll look pathetic Japanese-wanna-be.
But yes, i am going to copy some fashion and style back to Sg. But you know me. I'm really good at editing and making it MY OWN. In a week after i do that, you'll see, everyone will start wearing it too.
Haha, gotta love me.
Monday, February 09, 2009
Grogginess
I had not been sleeping for 45 hours!!
No wonder i am feeling damn tired.
And no i did not spend the hours studying or doing project.
It's holiday after all.
Anyway, i'm suppose to blog bout today.
But i am so tired.
And soccer match going to end soon.
So, i think i should go and sleep.
Yup i will.
So,
before i go.
I am happy.
I am smiling.
So PAT, you must smile too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Michelle, better study hard!!!!!!!
Sophie, don't kill your hair.
For the rest, sorry i am not free till the 26th of Feb.
Oh, curse you Hancong!!!!!!!!!!!!
Crap, see grogginess gives you crap.
So, anyway.
Just wanna say i love the weather!!
IT CAN BE SO HOT IN THE AFTENOON THOUGH.
H&M. Hahahahaha.
Uuuuuuuu.. I'm so craving for mango.
Hehe
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